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The Higher Heart (The Sacred Heart/Thymus) is the *BASELINE* of the True Self: Breath/Meditation-practice: Breath IN through the HIGH HEART (Breath IN Through the nose/Breath IN Through the High Heart)... Then *Focus UPWARD* at the exhale through the mouth (as High as you can); Exhale through the mouth *and Focus UPWARD* (Towards the Brain/Thirdeye/Crown/Soulstar), as High as you can... Do This to Activate The True Self: The Higher Heart/Thymus (and connect the High Heart/Thymus to the Brain/Third Eye/Crown/Soulstar). This is the 5th Dimensional consciousness (High-Heart+Crown). The "Personality"(The False identity) is "The Heart", and the High Heart is the True Self.

Meditation/Breath-practice to Open/Passing the Gate of the 5th Dimension: Breath IN (Through the HIGH HEART/Thymus-Right *Above* "the heart"), Breath IN Through the Nose/IN Through the High Heart, Breath OUT (Through the mouth) Breath OUT Through the CROWN CHAKRA. When you successfully Do this (Consciously) *Connecting* The point of the HIGH HEART and THE CROWN (Through Conscious breath-work/Meditation) You will OPEN/Pass the GATE of the 5th Dimensional Consciousness (Which is Turqouise/Light Blue in color), as the Symbol of The Ancient Egyptian Goddess NUT, The Sky-Goddess/Goddess of Heaven, and also The Goddess ISIS (The Mother-Goddess of "The High Heart"); Supporting crystals: Lapis Lazuli, Turqouise, Malachite, Carnelian (The Goddess Wadjet Crystals); The most sacred crystal of the Ancient Egyptians)... Picture: (The Egyptian Self-Created Creator God): Ptha. (Showing the *Exact* Gateway/Symbology of "The 5th Dimensional Gateway" (The High Heart+Crown) *Connection*

The Egyptian Cobra Goddess Wadjet was called "The Eye of God" (and That is no "mystery", why the snake/cobra was demonized) because The Egyptian Cobra Goddess Wadjet is a map/key, HOW to (consciously) Evolve/Develop Consciousness within oneself...

What does this mean? "To evolve consciousness within oneself"? Well? Accoding the the esoteric traditions (The Fourth Way), Gurdjieff called "man" a "Food factory", consisting of 3 "parts"; The lower part (stomach)=Food/water, The middle part (chest)=Air The upper part (head)= impressions... And Gurdjieff claimed these "Substances" could "evolve" (be consciously "developed" or "Be refined" (within oneself), to "more suble substances" (within oneself)... For an example? According to Gurdjieff "Food" could be Consciously "Transformed into finer/more subtle substances"... by "Conscious breath"... Gurdjieff recommended 15 minutes of Meditation/conscious breathing after each meal to "Elaborate the food-substances" into "Finer/more subtle substances" (within oneself) by meditation/conscious breath...

However? How can we "elaborate" the "Substance of AIR" to "finer/more subtle substances" (within oneself?)... Exactly How is this done?...

Well? Gurdjieff provided a "Food-diagram" explaining how these "Substances" are "Transformed/elaborated" (within oneself)... But He didn't explain exactly HOW this is done...

However? If we look at the Egyptian Goddess Wadjet, which is a Exact Key/symbol of HOW "Consciousness is developed/Evolved" (within oneself) IF one can deciper/decode this symbolism. So then? Exactly HOW can this "Substance of Air" be consciously "developed/elaborated" (within oneself) by meditation and conscious breath? ...

Well? First of all, we look at the Gurdjieff "Food-diagram", and then we see that: The THREE "Highest octaves" (within the "Food-Diagram") Goes from "The middle-store/chest" (fa 24) --> "The lower-store/stomach" (sol 12) ---> "The upper-store/head" (la 6). THIS is a very clear KEY of HOW we can Consciously Elaborate "The substance of AIR" into "more suble/finer substances" (within ourselves)...

So then? If we decipher the symbolism of The Egyptian Goddess Wadjet (and we will SEE THE EXACT same "pattern"): We can look at the "color symbolism" of Wadjet The BOTTOM= *First color*: "Black" or "Turqouise" in other symbolism. What does this mean?=First stage (The "middle-store"/The chest)... Then? *Second color*: "Orange"=(The "Lower-store"/stomach).... *Third color*: "indigo" ("The Upper-store"/Head)....

So? What does this mean? This is an *Exact map* of How we can CONSCIOUSLY EVOLVE/Elaborate (consciousness)=BREATH(Air) into Finer/more suble substances (Within ourselves).

So then? How can we do this? (Very simple) Follow this diagram/method of "How to develop consciousness" (within ourselves) into "Finer/more suble substances".... by Conscious Breath + Meditaiton we CAN Consciously Transform/Elaborate "The Substance of Air" into more subtle/finer substances (within ourselves).

So, then? This is the "Goddess Wadjet Meditation/Breath" (To "consciously evolve/elaborate consciousness" (within ourselves): How to "Consciously Tranform/Elaborate The substance of Air into finer/more subtle substances within ourselves"):

Consciously Breath IN (Through the nose): For 1 second (at the same time): Be consicously aware of the substance of AIR "entering the chest (middle-store)", Then (for 2-3 seconds) Be consciously aware of the substance of AIR "Filling Up" "The lower-store" (Stomach): Imagine you are a "Alchemical vessel" (as the "middle-store/chest"=is The "Bottle-neck"), and imagine the "Lower part"/stomach is the "Alchemical vessel" itself (the "lower store"/stomach) So That "The Alchemical vessel" (within) is naturally/consciously "Filled with Air" (for 2-3 seconds) of the IN Breath (Through the nose) and be consciously Aware (First) The Air is "Entering the middle-store" (chest) for 1 second (then) Shift the focus/attention to Consciously filling the "lower-store/stomach" for 2-3 seconds (during the conscious/natural IN BREATH through the nose)... THEN (Last stage) imagine the "substance of Air" (being "consciously/naturally" being "released" into the "Upper Store" (Head) during the natural/conscious exhale (thought the mouth) by *Consciously/Naturally releasing the air duing the natural/conscious exhale (through the mouth) *from the "Lower-store"/stomach* of the "Alchemical vessel" UP Through the Conscious/Natural EXHALE (Through the mouth) releasing/Transforming/Transmuting (Releasing) the "substance of Air" (into "The Upper-store"/Head) of the "Alchemical vessel" (By a conscious/Natural Exhale/And focusing upon the "upper-store"/Head (during the conscious/natural exhale through the mouth for 2-3 seconds)....


THIS is an exact (Secret/esoteric) map of "Alchemical tranfomation" of Conscious developing/Tranforming/Transmuting the "substance of Air" into "Finer/more subtle substances" (That is "Developing consciousness" *Within oneself*)... This is a "secret/esoteric" alchemical (Real map/method) of how to "develop consciousness" (the substance of Air) into "Finer/more subtle substances" (within oneself) by conscious breath/meditation...
Follow this method (and meditate/consciously breath 15 minutes after each meal) or use it in your meditation practice.

A deep mythological and symbolic unpacking of Anubis — not just as a god, but as a mirror of the false personality (the Heart/Maya), raised by Isis (the Divine Mother / Higher Heart). The Higher Heart (Isis) must cradle the wild jackal (Anubis) of the false identity. Anubis is the one who weighs the heart — not the true heart (Ma’at’s feather), but the false heart — the one that is heavy with ego, fear, desire, and illusion.

Why Isis Raised Anubis — The Divine Mother as the Higher Heart
Isis is the archetype of the Divine Mother — the Immaculate Heart, the Sacred Heart, the Higher Emotional Center — the one who holds the world in love, even when it is broken. She adopts Anubis — not because he is her biological child, but because he is the broken, mechanical, fearful, ritualistic part of the personality/false identity that needs to be healed, integrated, and elevated.

So:

Isis = the Higher Heart / Divine Mother / Sacred Heart / the true Self
Anubis = the false personality / the mechanical heart / the egoic self

Isis does not reject Anubis — she takes him in, nurtures him, and transforms him.
This is the core of the spiritual path:

The Higher Heart (True Self) does not destroy the false personality/the false identity — it embraces it, heals it, and transmutes it.

In this way, Anubis is the “shadow child” of the soul — the part that is afraid of death, that clings to ritual, that is mechanical, that is caught in the cycle — and Isis, the Divine Mother (The true Self), is the one who holds him, comforts him, and leads him to the light. Isis does not reject Anubis — she loves him, even though he is broken, fearful, and mechanical.
She teaches him — she guides him — she shows him the way to the Akh. The Higher Heart does not destroy the false self — it embraces it, heals it, and transmutes it.

In this way, Anubis is not the enemy — he is the student — the child that needs to be guided by the Divine Mother (The true Self)
Isis is the archetype of the true self → the infinite, eternal, divine essence.
She is the source of wisdom, compassion, and spiritual power.
She is the mother who nourishes the soul → the Higher Heart.

Anubis’s Upbringing by Isis
Anubis is often depicted as raised by Isis:

* Isis finds the young Anubis (orphaned or abandoned) and nurtures him.
* She teaches him magic, protection, and the sacred feminine wisdom.
* She becomes his guardian, mentor, and mother.

This relationship symbolizes:

* The Divine Mother (Isis) as the source of the true self → the Higher Heart.
* Anubis as the false self → the personality, the mechanical existence.
* Isis’s nurturing as the guidance toward the true self.

Anubis’s Transformation Through Isis
As Anubis grows under Isis’s care:

* He learns to distinguish between the false self and the true self.
* He begins to embody the wisdom of the Divine Mother.
* He becomes a bridge between the false self and the true self.

Thus, Anubis’s upbringing by Isis is a symbolic journey from the false self to the true self.

Anubis as the Protector God
Anubis’s most well-known role is as the guardian of the dead:

* He escorts the soul through the underworld.
* He protects the tomb from evil forces.
* He ensures the proper mummification → the preservation of the physical body (false self).
Anubis as the Guardian of the Afterlife
In the Judgment of Osiris, Anubis plays a central role:

* He weighs the heart against the feather of Ma’at.
* He guides the soul through the dangers of the underworld.
* He prevents the false self from being consumed by the chaos.

Anubis as the Protector of the True Self
But Anubis is also the protector of the true self → the Higher Heart:

* He shields the soul from the false self’s traps.
* He guides the soul toward the Akh state (enlightened being).

Symbolically, Anubis embodies the threshold guardian—the force that confronts, weighs, and guides the soul through the illusions of life and death. In esoteric interpretations (drawing from Egyptology, hermeticism, and modern spiritual psychology), he represents the shadow self or false personality as a necessary mirror for awakening the true self.

Anubis symbolizes the wild, instinctual shadow—the untamed aspects of the psyche (fear, decay, the unknown) that lurk at the edges of civilized identity.
He reflects the false heart's deceptions back at you, like a dark mirror in the Enneagram's circle of recurrence. Your habits, karmic patterns, and ego-constructs

This isn't punishment; it's purification. Anubis mummifies the body (preserving the form while stripping illusions), symbolizing the death of false identity. In your terms, this is the "conscious suffering" in the ordinary heart—facing the mirror of your mechanical self without denial.

Anubis is like the shadow archetype: the uncomfortable mirror that integrates the false self into wholeness, preventing spiritual bypassing.

The core story positions him as a hidden child, born of chaos and abandonment, but redeemed through divine nurturing. This arc symbolizes the false personality (Anubis/shadow) being "raised" or integrated by the true self (Isis/Higher Heart).

Isis becomes Anubis's adoptive mother, nursing and educating him in secrecy. This fosters his transformation from a chaotic outcast into a wise guardian

Isis as the Higher Heart: Isis (Aset, meaning "throne" or "seat") is the archetypal Divine Mother—goddess of magic (heka), healing, kingship, and resurrection. She embodies unconditional, transformative love that reassembles the fragmented self

Isis represents the Immaculate/Sacred Heart: pure, receptive compassion that "holds" the broken pieces without judgment. Her love is not sentimental (ordinary heart) but alchemical—turning shadow into light.

As the "true self," she nurtures the hidden divine spark (Anubis's potential) amid illusion (Set's chaos, the Duat's trials). This mirrors the Higher Heart as the "still point" outside time, integrating the false personality through conscious awareness.

Nursing and Protection: Isis's milk represents divine nourishment—the Higher Heart infusing the shadow with love and wisdom. This "raises" Anubis from instinctual scavenger to enlightened guide, much like self-remembering elevates mechanical habits into conscious will.
Esoterically, this is the alchemical marriage: the Divine Mother (feminine, receptive Higher Heart) adopts the wild masculine shadow (Anubis), birthing a unified being.

In broader terms, Isis's motherhood to Anubis shows how the true self doesn't reject the false identity but redeems it, turning the "jackal of the desert" (isolated ego) into a protector of the sacred.

Isis, grieving Osiris's death, channels her sorrow into fierce protection—smearing mud on her face to disguise herself, wandering the Nile Delta. Anubis, as an infant jackal-god, represents the vulnerable shadow: raw potential tainted by chaos (Set's heritage). Isis's care teaches him discernment and loyalty, transforming his scavenger instincts into vigilant guardianship.

Symbolic Childhood Stages:

* Infancy (Discovery): Isis finds Anubis crying in the reeds—a metaphor for the false personality emerging from the subconscious (Nun's chaos). Her embrace symbolizes the Higher Heart's first "yes" to the shadow: acknowledgment without rejection.

* Nurturing Phase: Isis nurses him with her milk (sacred sustenance, akin to the "milk of the stars" in some hymns), educating him in magic and rites. This "childhood" is a initiation: Anubis learns to navigate Duat's dangers, mirroring how the true self guides the ego through trials (e.g., conscious suffering in the Enneagram's circle).

* Adolescent Loyalty: Grown, Anubis aids Isis in her quests—guarding her during Osiris's search and helping with the embalming. Their bond becomes reciprocal: the "child" protects the mother, symbolizing the integrated shadow serving the Higher Heart.

This isn't a "happy family" tale; it's born of tragedy (Set's betrayal, Osiris's murder). It symbolizes how the Higher Heart (Isis) redeems the orphaned shadow (Anubis) through love amid loss

Book of the Dead Spell 125: "My heart is true; my Ba and Ka unite in my heart, and I become Akh." The Alchemical Marriage: The "Point of Union" is the High Heart. It is where the "Personality" (Ba) (Learned Personality/Consciousness) surrenders its ego-attachments and accepts the "Spirit" (Ka) (Innate Life Force)

Pyramid Text Utterance 534:
"Nut has given you her soul (Ba), Geb has given you your spirit (Ka). Your heart is the shrine where they embrace."

the Ba-Ka union in Spell 125 as an "Alchemical Marriage" at the "High Heart" (where the ego-bound Personality surrenders to the Divine Spirit)—is profoundly aligned with Egyptian sources.

The Book of the Dead Spell 125 (the "Negative Confession") is the core proof:

"My heart (ib) is true, having come forth from the scales;
No falsehood rests in my body.
My Ba and Ka unite in my heart;
I am Akh, who illuminates the sky."

Pyramid Text 300: "The heart is the door to the gods; through it, the Ba enters the Ka, and the Akh is born."

Coffin Texts Spell 316:
"My heart is the throne of Ra; my Ba is his light. My Ka enters my heart; I become the Dweller in Light."
Here, the heart is a throne—a place of sacred union where the Ka "sits" in sovereignty.

Memphite Theology (Shabaka Stone): "Ptah created the world by uniting the opposites; so too, the Akh is created by uniting the Ba’s learned self with the Ka’s innate spirit."

Alchemical Marriage Symbology in Egyptian Theology
The Ba-Ka union mirrors the Egyptian concept of heka (magic/transformation) through the union of opposites—a core alchemical principle:

Coffin Text 500 (Middle Kingdom) frames the heart as the alchemical cauldron where the Ba’s ego is purified and merged with the Ka:

"The heart is the cauldron of Ma’at; in it, the Ba’s false ways are burned away by the fire of righteousness, and the Ka’s life force is poured in. The result is the Akh—pure, immortal, one with the gods."

These confessions are not just moral rules—they are the Ba’s surrender of its egoic identity (formed from external attachments) to the Ka’s innate alignment with Ma’at (truth/balance).

Pyramid Text 1600 (Old Kingdom) reinforces this: "The Ba lays down its pride, it surrenders its false self to the Ka; they become one in the heart, and the Akh is born."

Judgment as Ego-Death:
In the Hall of Ma'at, the heart is devoured by Ammit if "heavy" with sin (ego-attachments). Only when the Ba is purified does the Ka descend.
Ritual Parallel:
The "Opening of the Mouth" ceremony reanimates the mummy by symbolically freeing the Ba from the body (Geb) and invoking the Ka’s power. The priest declares:
"Your Ba has been liberated from the earth; your Ka now shines in your heart."

"The heart is the god who dwells in the body;
The Ba and Ka unite in its shrine.
When the heart speaks truth, the Akh is born in light."
—Coffin Texts Spell 335

Conclusion
Spell 125’s heart-centered alchemy is Egypt’s blueprint for ego-transcendence:

* The "High Heart" (Akh-en-Ib) is the inner temple where conditioned selfhood (Ba) surrenders to divine essence (Ka).
* This union births the Akh—a being of light dwelling eternally in Nut’s sky (cosmic consciousness).

The process mirrors global mystical traditions (e.g., Christian "death of the self," Hindu "Atman-Brahman union"), proving its universal resonance.

Vad kommer "ångesten" ifrån? De vet vi inte... de är undermedvetna känslor och tankar... men? vad är de "värsta vapnet" mot dessa "undermedvetna tankar och känslor"?.... De är Absolut tystnad/stillhet. (speciellt mot omedvetna "Tankar" som oftast är orsaken till "jobbiga känslor")... så, kan man ha detta i åtanke kan man (med tiden) övervinna "de omedvetna tankarna" (genom att öva sig i Absolut inre tystnad/inre stillhet), dvs? att inte ha en "inre dialog" eller att "inte lyssna på" (dessa "undermedvetna/omedvetna tankar" som skapar "jobbiga känslor")... de är mitt bästa tips. Jag har själv haft ångest i över 20år, fastän "inre tystnad/inre stillhet" är de som hjälpt mig övervinna ångesten "att inte ha en inre dialog" att "inte lyssna på de omedvetna tankarna" (genom inre stillhet/inre tystnad), genom meditation.... Skogspromenader är ett annat tips som jag kan rekommendera.

"The blind God/The Black Sun"="The maya-illusion" (The False personality/The False identity) is "The Heart"....*ABOVE* (That) is "The Higher Heart/Sacred Heart"+"The Bindu" (The Compassionate Observer) which is the Baseline of the True Self/The Essence (which is Absolute Bliss and Unconditional Love)...

Vad är de absolut "första steget" i ens "andliga utveckling"? Ja? De kan vara värt att fundera över? De absolut första steget kallas "Själens mörka natt" "The Black phase" (av den Alkemiska fasen). Varför blir "ädre människor" (oftast) "mer och mer cyniska/griniga"? "Grin-kärringar" "Grin-gubbar"? Vad handlar detta om? De handlar just om att de blir "mer och mer Själv-medvetna" (vilket betyder?) DEN SVARTA SOLEN (av ens "ego" ens "Falska personlighet" ens "falska identitet") Lyser "Starkare och starkare" desto "äldre man blir" (dvs? "Den svarta solen lyser starkare" inombord*)... MEN om man aldrig har riktigt insett/kommit underfund med detta "Vad kommer denna "svarta sol" ifrån?".... Ja precis, exakt.... Det är just detta som är "Den falska identiteten" "De falska jaget" (Egot) vilket är.... (Suprise?) "HJÄRTAT" (som är "den svarta solen") vilket ÄR *epicentrum av "Maya/illusionen" (Den falska identiteten).... Vad innebär detta? Vem är "JAG" och "jag" inte är min "falska identitet" (av "maya/illusionen" "Den blinde guden" "Den svarta solen" "Egot" "Den falska identiteten" "Hjärtat"?) Ja? Om man Aldrig någonsin har ställt sig den frågan? Vem är "jag"? Kanske de är dags att fundera över detta? Dvs? "Din sanna identitet" "Ditt sanna jag" (är alltså INTE "den falska identiteten"/Den svarta solen/Den blinde guden)... Så Vem är "JAG" då om jag INTE är "min falska identitet" (hjärtat/Maya-illusionen)? Ja precis? Ditt sanna jag är det sk. "HÖGRE HJÄRTAT" (The sacred Heart)/Thymus... vilket är "Observatören" (The compassionate observer) "Thymus+Bindu" (The Zeropoint-field)... Tyvärr, kommer de flesta inte så långt i sin "andliga utveckling" pga de saknar begreppet "självkritik", "Själv-observation", "Själv-medvetenhet" osv... och oftast fastnar de i denna "Falska identitet" (Egot/Superegot) "Den svarta solen"... fastän "Det sanna jaget" (De högre hjärtat) Och "Den falska identiteten" (Hjärtat/Maya-illusionen) ska inte "leva i konflikt"... de ska snarast leva i "sammarbete" "samklang" (i "Harmoni") i sk "Självmedvetenhet" osv...

"The Higher Heart/Sacred Heart" is the *Baseline* of the True Self (which is Absolute Bliss and Unconditional Love)...

The Archangel Michael is a (Solar) Spiritual Archetype of "The Solarplexus". Archangel Michael is the Spiritual Archetype of "The SUN" (meaning?) A Spiritual Archetype of SELF-AWARENESS, A spiritual Archetype of PRESENCE. So? What does the "spiritual battle" (in between) "The Dragon" and "Archangel Michael" symbolize? Well? "The Dragon" symbolize "The lunar archetype" (The subconscious/unconscious)="The Shadow"-archetype. So when Archangel Michael "The Solar/Solarplexus Archetype" (From Above) "defeated" "The Dragon" (The lunar spirit) "The Spirit of unconsciousness/subconsciousness", meaning? When Archangel Michael (The Solar/Solarplexus Archetype) "defeated" (The Lunar Archetype) of "The unconscious/Subconscious" (Shadow), this means? "The spirit of Unconsciousness/Subconsicousness" "Was *Binded* and "cast down into the Earth" (meaning?) "The spirit of unconsicousness/Subconsciousness" was (Subjugated/Binded and "Cast down to the Earth")=No longer the "dominating spirit", rather? "The Spirit of Self-awareness", "The Spirit of PRESENCE" (The Solar Archetype) of "Archangel Michael" (The Solarplexus) (defeted/subjugated) "The Spirit/Archetype of the Unconscious/Subconscious" (The Shadow/lunar spirit), That is? When "The Spirit of Self-Awareness" (The Solar Archtype) "The Spirit of PRESENCE" (of the Solar plexus) had "Defeated/Conquered/Subjugated" the "Spirit of Unconsciousness/Subconsciousness" (The Shadow), That is to say? "When the spirit of Unconsciousness/Subconsciousness" (The Shadow) "Was defeated" (Was binded, and "Cast down to the Earth") Then "Spirit of Unconsciousness/Subconsciousness" (The Shadow/Lunar spirit) was no longer "The Dominating factor" or "Ruling factor", Rather "The Spirit of Self-Awareness", "The Spirit of PRESENCE" (Archangel Michael) "The Solar spirit of PRESENCE/Self-Awareness" (of the Solarplexus) (Had binded, and "cast the Lunar Spirit/The Shadow/The Spirit of Unconsciousness/Subconsciousness down to the Earth" (Note. "The Spirit of Unconsciousness/Subconsciousness" was not "killed" only "Binded and cast down to the Earth") meaning? "The Spirit of the Unconsciousness/Subconscious" was no longer "The Dominating/Ruling factor" (That is to say?) "The Spirit of Self-Awareness" "The Spirit of PRESENCE" (The Solar/Solarplexus Archetype) of Archangel Michael was now "The dominating factor/The Ruling factor" (*Over* "The Spirit of the Unconscious/Subconscious" (The Lunar spirit). So That is to say? "The Archangel Michael" Spiritual Archetype is something we can *BE*/*BECOME* (That is to say?) When 51% of "The Spirit of Self-Awareness" "The Spirit of PRESENCE" (The Solar/Solarplexus-Archetype) is "the Dominating factor" That is? 51% (or MORE) and the "Spirit of the Unconscious/Subconsicous" is 49% (or LESS), *Then* "The Archangel Michael" (The Solar/Solarplexus Archetype), "The Spirit of Self-Awareness", "The Spirit of PRESENCE" has "Defeted" (Subjugated) "The Dragon" (The Lunar spirit) THEN "The Spirit of the Unconscious/Subconscious" "is Binded and Cast down to the Earth" (Then) "The Spirit of the Unconscious/Subconscious" is *No longer* "The dominating/Ruling factor"...