Wasted Years

The real question one should ask is WHY did the “Gurdjieff teaching” failed so badly? if the “Fourth way”-teaching would have been “successful” we would have seen REAL changes within “this world” (but sadly enough this has not yet happend)… Gurdjieff did not give any REAL teaching of how to develop consciousness, as a matter of fact he was misleading people. He was not even “christian”, when you read the “war time meetings”, you see he is talking about the difference inbetween “The Goat-horns” and “The Bull horns”… you imagine that is “christianity”? No it’s not…. my own “Fourth way teacher/guru” only told me “Let go of everything you think or know let go of everything you imagine and GO WITHIN”…. THAT is a *Real teaching*… but we have already heard this a million times: “The Kingdom” is “within”…. (although you could claim this is also a “incomplete teaching”) Why? it’s not only neccessary to “Go within” but also take what Madame De Salzmann pointed out “IF I Am Not related to something HIGHER, I AM *Nothing*” so? Can we make the calculation right 1+1? That is we DO need to “Go within” but we must *ALSO Realize/understand (never forget) “What is ABOVE”: That is “Go Within” (but always be aware of “What is *ABOVE*”… THEN we may “Get somewhere”…. That is to say? Gurdjieff Never taught THIS VERY essental/basic thing that is Absolute necessary (That has taken me so many wasted years to understand) BY MYSELF: Go Within (But Also *Always* be Aware of of What is ABOVE)… Exercise For Remembering yourself (As Consciousness): For each (natural/slow) inhale: imagine you "Draw in Light" (*From Above*) *Within*... if you do this, you will never "forget" (What is "Above" and What is "Within")...