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Okay so last night I was totally pissed with the llamacorn for no reason at all, one of my friends said today when.I told them this usually happened said it was because I was angry that I wasn't with him. This is because I am only ever pissed with him when I'm not with him.

But truth be told I wouldn't be surprised if that was true.
Mainly because as soon as I see him the next day I don't hate him anymore.
Also it never usually happens on the weekends.

Also some of our convo at lunch:
Him: What you doing on saturday?
Me: Why?
Him: Are you going into town?
Me: No, but I could
Him: I think you should
But then like he got distracted and mentioned nothing else.

So I don't know what is going on there.
Also after chemistry I was sitting with him on ground waiting for a few of my friends and he called over one of his friends, he said they were still on for tomorrow (Going to the lake district to do whatever)
But his friend asked how he managed to get £1000 worth of weed and he said he was sleeping with his dealer.

Like these kind of things would have put me off him a very long time ago but for some reason I can't stop liking him, there is something about this one where I just can't hate him at all.

This kills me and I don't know what to do.

However today I have been over happy and hyper and excited so you know

Okay so I am like a really insecure person which really sucks.
I mean I hate the way I look more than anything.
It really sucks because my friends don't know and I don't see why they need to know, at the most like 2 of them will ever know.
But the fucking llamacorn I hate his fucking guts.
Like I like him more than I have ever liked anyone but I am fucking pissed.
But I know as soon as I see him tomorrow morning I won't care anymore.

Like yesterday my friend had a talk with him and he said he knows I like him but he only likes me as a friend.
Also everyone else thinks he is talking bull shit.
If he is talking bull shit if he does like me and he knows I like him, like da fuck?

I hope he ia bull shitting because I really like him, more than anything, I never stop thinking about him.

Life fucking sucks!

The fucking end!

So today was fun...

Today me and the llamacorn's friend had to attack him, when she left and we went back to chemistry I hit him and he picked me up from behind and carried me half way to chemistry, then I managed to prod him a few more times after chemistry and he messed up my hair and such, but I still got hugs off him
Oh and yesterday when him and my friend were playing a game and my friend tried to mix love with death and I said "Kill love" he kicked me, maybe as if to say "No love is good"

Also I had a chemistry test so that was fun...

So yesterday something happened...

Yesterday I had a talk with one if tge llamacorns friends, and a friend I made this year, she asked me if I liked the llamacorn, I said yes then she pulled me away from the group and she said that she knows that the llamacorn likes me and that he would take care of me ect. Then asked if I wanted her to talk to him

So to that I said yes

However I am certain she hasn't yet, which I don't mind

I just know because this morning, almost 3 hours ago, when I got into college he didn't say anything

I'm not even sure if she is going to be in today since she got really drunk yesterday, I don't mind either way but I bloody love her I really do, even before yesterday, she is just brilliant

So today at college a few things happened:
Today me and my friend stayed with the llamacorn after we left tutorial because he wasn't getting picked up till 4:40 so we went to second and sat on the bench thing next to the vending machines, I got bullied as always but the llamacorn was a lot more huggy again, like he pulled me towards him and pulled me so I was like between his legs but I was facing away from him amd he kept me like that for a good few minutes and did it more than once
My friend said it would have been the perfect time for me to say "so why haven't you asked me out yet" apparintly my friend was considering saying it

Also the llamacorn bit me and left a tiny hickey, luckey it's so small no one has noticed

So yeah, fun day

So this week me and the llamacorn have been spending time together as always. Like at lunch we are always together now hanging with each other and our friends.

Today at lunch I was sitting with my friends at a table on second floor and the llamacorn came over and started talking to everyone. But then he came over to me and tickled me and ran to the other side of the table where one of my friends said "Stop flirting" So the llamacorn said "I'm not flirting, I'm bullying her"
So god knows what's going on there.

Then in chemistry our teacher said we needed to go do work on the computers and we needed to work in pairs to which he immediately looked at me and nodded as if to say "We will work together" which is pretty good because that meant I got to work with him for 2 hours, plus on top of that he knew exactly what he was doing and did all the work, and we are doing the experiment for the research we were doing next week sometime.

I was asking my parents about it and they even say he likes me as do my friends. Also I asked my dad what was wrong with men and he said men are genuinely more insecure than woman which fair enough it explains why he hasn't asked me out. But this makes it bad because if he is insecure and I am also really insecure so if that is true than neither of us will make the first move.

Now my parents want me to say to him "So why haven't you asked me out yet" or to make one of my friends tell him that I like him. But like I don't want to. I want to be with him more than anything, it has been 8 weeks today since I started liking him and he is all I can do is think about him and I always dream about him.

So I don't really know what to do anymore...

However yesterday I sent him a song from This Is Jinsy about a ginger beard (because he is ginger) which to begin with I found funny, but then I felt bad and had to apologise for it. Not sure if he has really forgave me yet, he probably has which is why he talked to me today and was fairly nice considering he always makes fun of me anyway.

So today I swear to god I almost died, or I almost killed someone!

I was so god damn tured all bloody day!

Stayed up late last night to watch the new episode of American Horror Story which only gave me 6 hours to sleep before I needed to get up

I was going to sleep on the bus this morning but I couldn't I just sat there with my eyes closed for an hour completely awake, which was a waste of effort!

Then people started to piss me off in college because people just tend to piss me off.

Then I had to put up with 2 hours of fucking enrichment, I have astrophysics, some dude sat and talked about shit for 2 hours, I wanted to kill him, he insisted on keeping us two hours, like why couldn't he just let us leave?

Then on the bus home I almost fell asleep, but when I got home I made myself a nice cup of coffee, washdd my hair and ate my dinner and did some chemistry revision, whoch somehow made me feel better, god only knows how.

However the llamacorn has been wanting more hugs off me the last couple of days, including today! So that's always good!

Also he stole me jacket today, it has rabbit ears, amd he wore it and made a tail out of paper and hopped around the second floor, but then he wouldn't give it back, but he did in the end!

So it was a good crappy day for me today, hence the title of this blog

So today was pretty good! The thing that happened with me and the llamacorn on friday happened again today and today he hugged me a few times aswell.

I was so happy!!!!

I really think something might be able to happen between us two, but I dunno, I think he was flirting but who knows...

Guess I'll wait and see...

So all the kittens were born, there was 5 of them in all, 2 black boys, 1 black girl and 2 bicolour boys (white and black), they are all healthy and the mother is looking after them well.

Yesterday the llamacorn did show mixed attitudes towards me, I mean we are friends and everything however...

When we were walking to McDonalds I think the llamacorns friend said something about me so he said "Leave her alone she's lovely" and then pulled me towards him while we were walking and then he tickeled me and that caused me to squirm away, that made me feel good.

But in chemistry he started saying slightly mean stuff about/to me but in a joking way so I delt with it.

But the thing is the llamacorn always does things like this to me and I don't know why, I just want to know why!!!!!

Okay so now it ia early saturday morning and I have been up like 21 hours now because of my cat giving birth.

However today I did hang round with the llamacorn more.

Me, him, one of my friends and one of his friends were going to McDonalds but the llamacorn needed money so we went to visit his mother at work, a sex clinic.

Here the llamacorn got his mothers debit card and so we headed to McDonalds.

The llamacorn offered to get me something, at first I said no be he asked again and this is how it went:
Llamacorn: Are you sure you don't want something
Me: Fine I'll have a milkshake
Llamacorn: What flavour?
Me: Strawberry
Llamacorn: Medium or large?
Me: Just a medium
Imagine that in cute innocent voices and that is how it went.

So he ordered his stuff and his friends stuff, my friend ordered his stuff and while my friend waited for his stuff the other 3 of us went and sat down.

When I sat down the llamacorn offered me a McFlurry he had got free with his meal so I said okay, I mean why not, free food!

So my friend finally joined us and we ate our food and then left for college, at some point his friend left and me, the llamacorn and my friend walked to college together.
We got back to college for about 12pm and sat on tge second floor where the llamacorn played a shark gane on my friends Ipod.
We sat there for an hour before our next/last lesson. The llamacorn was in my chemistry class and my friend had physics.
This was a double lesson that lasted about 2 and a half hours where we did an experiment and the llamacorn annoyed me for the rest of the day, so yeah good day and good use of a 3 hour break.

I am purely writing this because I have nothing better to do and I only write the blog for myself, if anyone else reads it good for you, I hope you enjoy it! :D