This weeks madness

So this week me and the llamacorn have been spending time together as always. Like at lunch we are always together now hanging with each other and our friends.

Today at lunch I was sitting with my friends at a table on second floor and the llamacorn came over and started talking to everyone. But then he came over to me and tickled me and ran to the other side of the table where one of my friends said "Stop flirting" So the llamacorn said "I'm not flirting, I'm bullying her"
So god knows what's going on there.

Then in chemistry our teacher said we needed to go do work on the computers and we needed to work in pairs to which he immediately looked at me and nodded as if to say "We will work together" which is pretty good because that meant I got to work with him for 2 hours, plus on top of that he knew exactly what he was doing and did all the work, and we are doing the experiment for the research we were doing next week sometime.

I was asking my parents about it and they even say he likes me as do my friends. Also I asked my dad what was wrong with men and he said men are genuinely more insecure than woman which fair enough it explains why he hasn't asked me out. But this makes it bad because if he is insecure and I am also really insecure so if that is true than neither of us will make the first move.

Now my parents want me to say to him "So why haven't you asked me out yet" or to make one of my friends tell him that I like him. But like I don't want to. I want to be with him more than anything, it has been 8 weeks today since I started liking him and he is all I can do is think about him and I always dream about him.

So I don't really know what to do anymore...

However yesterday I sent him a song from This Is Jinsy about a ginger beard (because he is ginger) which to begin with I found funny, but then I felt bad and had to apologise for it. Not sure if he has really forgave me yet, he probably has which is why he talked to me today and was fairly nice considering he always makes fun of me anyway.