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It has been just about 3 months since I broke up with my ex and I have never been happier except now I feel like I'll never find someone good enough for me because after that relationship my standards have risen alot. I made it to London and I'm studying at uni... Well not so much today and probably tomorrow since I feel sick as hell. I just got back to london late hours of sunday night and I need to go food shopping tomorrow otherwise I won't have any food for friday night. I have been taking cold and flu tablets for over 24 hours now and I wish they would actually start working. I woke up this morning, coughed a bit and then my nose started bleeding, I bled all over my pj's and bed so I had to put them in the wash... lot of help that was.
While I was back home for christmas I went to town with my friends for the day and guess who was there... the bitches! Me and my friends were meeting up at the bus station and while me and 3 of my other friends were waiting to decide where we were going they arrived. They kept walking past us like a couple of children and saying my ex's name in some random sentence I couldn't decifer. But we finally left the bus station and them behind with it.
I blocked my ex on facebook and his number on my phone so there is no way for him to contact me. I can't believe I used to go out with that douche.
Also my sister tagged me in some youtube video yesterday and it was just the weirdest thing ever, here is the link:

So last night me and my boyfriend almost broke up. This is because I found out he wants to move to america and I don't and he has a scholarship to some american college.
We didn't break up and I have a year to think about if I want to move there or to convince him not to but I wouldn't want to move there because of guns and that I would be so far away from my family.
I'm upset when I think of us breaking up but I just don't know what to do.

Okay so since the last time I wrote a blog was quite a while ago.
Since then a lot has happened. I went to college to complain about teh crazy bitch. Me and the llamacorn are happy and still together. I got a conditional offer from London University for their Veterinary Gateway Programme so as long as I get 3 Cs I can become a vet.
Things with me and the llamacorn have got pretty serious like we are already talking about our future, like kids and stuff.
I sort of broke him yeaterday when he was tickling me, first I kicked him in the shin and now it is all swollen and sore. Then I kicked him in the balls which were sore last night. But he forgive me, plus I have a bruise on my arm which I am sure is off him so it is sort of like revenge.
Have 8 exams to do soon. I have 4 in the week I come back from half term holiday, not so much of a holiday since I am in everyday except monday for revision.
But yeah everything has been pretty good lately I guess.

Okay so some people are clearly obsessive...

The bitch and her friends are still being as annoying as always, however if this was just directed at me I wouldn't give a shit. But now they are threatening my friends and even know I'm aware they are more than capable of looking after themselves if you threaten someone I care about or slag off someone or something I care about or am passionate avout that's when I start to get annoyed.

So I have been annoyed for a few days now and I'm starting to get a headache and if this continues I'm going to the princible of the college and complaining because I can't be arsed with this shit anymore

So the bitch that has been trying to break me and the llamacorn up has failed miserably. In fact it has made our relationship stronger. Over the last week the llamacorn has stopped talking to the bitch and her pet and he seems to be a lot happier now and on top of that he is also a lot more affectionate towards me in college.

So really what that bitch has been trying to destroy she really made stronger and better. That’s karma for you. On Wednesday the bitch and her pet made stuff for the llamacorn and posted them on facebook. On Friday they then tried to give him these poster things they made and he said he couldn’t take them, they asked why, he said he wasn’t allowed to, they asked who said that and he said everyone.

Then when I was returning from Tesco’s with my friends, just outside the college doors I ran into the pet. She asked me if I told him that he couldn’t take the posters, I said no, I was telling the truth and she eventually left. I could have told her the real reason he didn’t take them, that being they looked shit and he hates the bitch and her pet, but I thought I best not.

The worst thing is she came and talked to me, still acting friendly when she had just on Wednesday, again, said I was obsessed with him not in love. Okay news flash I’m not the obsessed one you and your friend are and two I have never once said that I was in love.

Okay so on thursday the bitch was posting status' about me on facebook slagging me off and calling me a skank which I just found highly amusing. But then on friday she hunted me down in college and started ranting at me and calling me a back stabbing bitch and such and said if I'm going to bitch about someone to do it to there face and then she went on to bitch about the llamacorn when he wasn't even there, he was nearby but not that she could see. During this rant I bearly looked at her or said anything, if anything I looked at one of my friends that were sitting on a nearby table more than I looked at her, mainly because the look on my friends face was highly amusing.
Anyway then at the end of day after chemistry the bitch and her little "pet" ambushed me, like all I wanted to do was go home and take a bath, but no I had to deal with people again, anyway they showed me texts the llamacorn had sent them and it turns out what the bitch was saying about him was true.
So I went to ground floor where the llamacorn and a bunch of my friends had been waiting for me and a couple of my other friends which were stuck upstairs because of the bitch attack. I left the building with my best friend while ignoring the llamacorn so him and the rest of my friends followed. Clearly the llamacorn realised something was up becuase he came up to me and asked what they had said, probably assuming the worst.
So I told him that they showed me messages off him and he asked what they said so I told him that I saw a message that said he was only staying with me because he didn't want the shit before the exams and then he said well if that was true now why would I be so angry that they are annoying you.
But that's not the only the only text I saw. I saw ones saying he was 99.9% sure we weren't together and I didn't see these ones but apparintly he said he would put money on that she was better in bed then me (which would more than likely be true since she is a whore and I'm a virgin) and apparintly he said he was going to break up with me for her and he told people in her biology class that he was single.
Anyway then after he left I got a text saying "But believe what you want.cause tbh im sick of having to keep looking over my shoulder to watch my back from every angle.tbh if i meant that i wouldnt leave you cause of all the shit id get. Id of left you when all this started cause it couldnt get any worse"
And I really want to trust him because I know that bitch has been interfering with all his relationships since they broke up and all she wants is for me to break up with him so she can try and get with him but I can't help but still think that he sent those texts which means everytime I thought he didn't care I was actually right but now I'm just sitting here upset, I'm not going to break up with him, at least not yet, i just want to know that he cares and he isn't going to say things like that again... I guess I need to talk to him...

Okay so about 4 weeks ago me and the llamacorn got into our first argument as a couple and it caused the relationship to almost end, it didn't help that all his friends were telling him to break up with me and get with his ex. He stayed with me though and things got better until he showed me the texts his ex was sending him.
In these texts she was bitching about me, saying things like "She's quiet and weird" ans "I love you" all of these texts had like a million kisses on the end and not only did that piss me off but it also freaked the llamacorn out a bit... Not a surprise.
Last week me and the llamacorn had another argument, this one was nowhere near as bad, but that's all sorted now and he has stopped being a massive dick.
But anyway this bitch just realised today, 4 weeks after I started hating her, that I actually hate her and she didn't know why even though it is so bloody obvious, so the llamacorn told her why I hated her. To be honest I think the llamacorn is starting to get a bit sick of her but I think he's only being nice because he doesn't want her to go kill herself.
But I seriously don't understand how someone can be that stupid.
Anyway other then that my life hasn't been too bad recently, I'm just happy the llamacorn knows how much I hate her and now she knows how much I hate her and everyone knows how much I want to kill her. Her name on my contacts is now "Anal Snorkel Face".
However over the weekend I did get very depressed, especially when it came to thinking about my life without the llamacorn and it got me bad, I don't know what I would do now if he left my life, I don't think I could ever be happy with another guy.

As it is christmas I decided to write a blog to update what has happened in my life over the last two weeks.

One week ago today it was my birthday and a very good birthday at that. I only had 2 lessons in college, one was watching dvds and the other was going through a test we had done the week before.

Then after college me, the llamacorn and two of our friends went arounf town. One of the friends left straight away, probably because he was afraid I would accuse him of being a cock block again. However the other friend stayed.

The three of us went around town for a few hours, looked in shops ect. until our friend finally decided to go home, at this point I was having a party in my mind celebrating him leaving.

But after he left me and the llamacorn walked back towards college because he was getting picked up at half three and I went back with him because I had to wait around till half three to meet with another of my friends.
So walking back towards college he held my hand for a little while which was nice. Then we were in this parking area I walk through everyday on my way to college and he kissed me there. Then after a few kisses we continued to college. At the bottom of the hill, the college is at the top, the llamacorn lead me down an alley to a door way. Here he kissed me again. He sat down in the door way so I sat down with him. Here we sat and hugged and kissed for like an hour or so before I had to leave. When we did part ways he did give me a kiss.

Then I went to meet my friend and her boyfriend, I told her what happened, we stayed around town for a little while then I went home.

Needless to say, although I did not get a birthday cake my birthday wish still came true.

However the next day when I saw the llamacorn he kept saying I was whipped and he was going to have me trained by the end of the college year and now I will prove him wrong.

I was whipped but not anymore!
From this moment onwards I will not do what he wants, I will not message him first and I will try and not kiss him, but no promises there.

Merry Christmas everyone :D

Okay so last night I found out the llamacorn liked me alot but apparintly he has alot going on at the minute, which I'm fine about.

Then today we went to Toys R Us and the llamacorn kissed me away from the two friends we were with.

Then we went to Game, looked at a few things, then one of our friends went home and the remaining 3 of us went to hmv.

In hmv we went downstairs to the game section and me and the llamacorn were alone as our friend was around ths corner and the llamacorn kissed me, then he held my hand but then our friend came from around the corner and he let go of my hand, I mean what a fucking cock block.

Then we went upstairs to the dvd section and me and the llamacorn went off alone a few times for a couple if minutes,each time we went off he kissed me, so today I got several kisses.

This made another of my friend happy because he kept saying today to get kiss 3, I got more than that.

Then I came home and ranted at the cock blocker.

So overall good day

So today was good at college.

I woke up by my alarm at 5:40 this morning in a very good mood.
At this point I didn't know why.

I got in early to see the llamacorn, it was a fun hour, then I had an hour 20 minutes with a few friends before my lesson.
I had environmental studies then chemistry, then at lunch me and my friends hung with the llamacorn.
Then I had extended project, then tutorial with the llamacorn and two more of my friends.
We finished tutorial and me and one of my friends and the llamacorn stayed to see if our biology teacher is on strike tomorrow.
We were sitting around a corner no one ever goes unless they need the toilet waiting for our teacher to get to her office.
The llamacorn was being a lot more huggy again and held my hands.
Then me and the llamacorn were on the floor sort of hugging.
Then my friend left, him and the llamacorn were saying something funny, can't remember what but after my friend left the llamacorn was hugging me so I was looking up at him and our faces were so close.
Then he said "Do you know what's even funnier?" so I said "What?" and he leaned in and kissed me!!!!
Then after we asked our teacher and such I needed to go get a letter thing and when we were walking there the llamacorn held my hand.
Then after I got it and when me and my friend were going to the bus station the llamacorn hugged me, sort of kissed my cheak when in the hugging position and then we parted.