Feeling Tired

Okay so last night I was totally pissed with the llamacorn for no reason at all, one of my friends said today when.I told them this usually happened said it was because I was angry that I wasn't with him. This is because I am only ever pissed with him when I'm not with him.

But truth be told I wouldn't be surprised if that was true.
Mainly because as soon as I see him the next day I don't hate him anymore.
Also it never usually happens on the weekends.

Also some of our convo at lunch:
Him: What you doing on saturday?
Me: Why?
Him: Are you going into town?
Me: No, but I could
Him: I think you should
But then like he got distracted and mentioned nothing else.

So I don't know what is going on there.
Also after chemistry I was sitting with him on ground waiting for a few of my friends and he called over one of his friends, he said they were still on for tomorrow (Going to the lake district to do whatever)
But his friend asked how he managed to get £1000 worth of weed and he said he was sleeping with his dealer.

Like these kind of things would have put me off him a very long time ago but for some reason I can't stop liking him, there is something about this one where I just can't hate him at all.

This kills me and I don't know what to do.

However today I have been over happy and hyper and excited so you know