Insecurity

Okay so I am like a really insecure person which really sucks.
I mean I hate the way I look more than anything.
It really sucks because my friends don't know and I don't see why they need to know, at the most like 2 of them will ever know.
But the fucking llamacorn I hate his fucking guts.
Like I like him more than I have ever liked anyone but I am fucking pissed.
But I know as soon as I see him tomorrow morning I won't care anymore.

Like yesterday my friend had a talk with him and he said he knows I like him but he only likes me as a friend.
Also everyone else thinks he is talking bull shit.
If he is talking bull shit if he does like me and he knows I like him, like da fuck?

I hope he ia bull shitting because I really like him, more than anything, I never stop thinking about him.

Life fucking sucks!

The fucking end!