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The ego = Saturn (Yaldebaoth/The Blind God) “The Black Sun”

Be Self-aware Do Not identify with the ego/false identity

We must look at the concept of “ego/false identity” (which is exactly what is called “the spiritual ego”), which is not only “the brain” but exactly what people call “the heart,” which is (the epicenter) of “samsara/the illusion” of (the ego/false identity), also called “the blind god” (Yaldebaoth), “Saturn” (the black sun/blind god), which is precisely this “false ego/false identity,” (personality/spiritual ego) etc...

What did “Jesus” say? “You must deny yourselves, take up your cross and follow me” (What does this mean?) “Deny yourselves” (precisely this): “deny the false personality/false identity/spiritual ego) = Saturn (Yaldebaoth/The blind god) ”The black sun“... ”Take up your cross and follow me“ (*Suffer consciously*=”Drink the poison of God“=Samael of ”The false identity/Ego")...

So? What then is the “True Self”? It is precisely what is called “the Higher Heart” (Thymus) that one can only “Awaken to” through conscious suffering (by denying “the false identity/ego” = illusion/samsara)... What does this mean? “Know yourself” (Remember yourself) Be Self-Aware (*Do not* identify with “the false identity/ego”) which is Not your True identity/True self, etc... You are not the “Ka-body” (That is exactly what “the false identity” is).

*Turquoise Blue-Green Master healing, truthful communication, protection. The primary anchor.

*Amazonite Sea-Green Bridging heart and throat; soothing, truthful communication.

*Chrysocolla Blue-Green Teaching, compassionate communication, feminine wisdom.

*Aquamarine Pale Blue-Green Courage to speak truth, mental clarity, calm mastery .

*Blue-Green Smithsonite AquaDeep emotional healing, activating unconditional love.

*Apatite (Blue-Green)Blue-Green Manifestation, spiritual clarity, disciplined focus.

*Larimar Sky BlueChrist consciousness, joyful expression, heart-throat healing.

*Aqua Aura Quartz Metallic Aqua Amplifying high-frequency truth, angelic connection.

Turquoise

* Association: This is the most direct and powerful crystal for the Tourquise Ray. It is the stone of communication, friendship, and protection. It is believed to clear the throat chakra, allowing for honest and clear expression.
* Energy: Its vibrant blue-green color is a direct representation of the throat chakra's energy, promoting emotional balance and the ability to speak one's truth.

Lapis Lazuli

* Association: A deep blue stone, often with golden pyrite flecks. It is one of the most sacred stones for the throat chakra, associated with wisdom, truth, and self-expression.
* Energy: Lapis Lazuli helps to open the throat chakra, encouraging one to speak from a place of wisdom and integrity. It is also linked to the third eye chakra, enhancing intuition in communication.

Sodalite

* Association: A bright blue stone with white or gray veining. It is known as the "stone of mental clarity" and is strongly associated with the throat chakra.
* Energy: Sodalite helps to clear confusion and promote logical, honest communication. It is excellent for public speaking, teaching, and any activity that requires clear expression.

Aquamarine

* Association: A pale blue-green gemstone. It is associated with the throat chakra and is known for its calming and soothing energy.
* Energy: Aquamarine helps to reduce stress and anxiety, allowing for a more peaceful and clear state of mind when speaking. It is also linked to the heart chakra, fostering compassion in communication.

Blue Kyanite

* Association: A vibrant blue stone. It is one of the few stones that is said to balance all chakras, but it is particularly powerful for the throat chakra.
* Energy: Blue Kyanite is a master healer for the throat chakra. It is known for its ability to open the channel for communication, regardless of the person's current emotional state. It is often called the "stone of communication."

Blue Calcite

* Association: A soft blue or blue-green mineral. It is associated with the throat chakra and is known for its calming and grounding properties.
* Energy: Blue Calcite helps to stabilize the emotional body, making it easier to speak from a place of balance and reason rather than fear or anger.

Set as "The Black Sun" (The Heart) and Horus as "The Higher Heart/The Sacred Heart" (Thymus) is a powerful esoteric interpretation, drawing on the Egyptian mythos where their conflict symbolizes the struggle between chaos/transformation and order/illumination. This archetypal battle appears across many cultures, often pitting a god of darkness, dissolution, or challenge against a god of light, harmony, or spiritual ascent.

Key Archetypal Meanings

* The Black Sun (The Heart): Represents the shadow self, primal transformation, karmic trials, and the crucible of the soul—often associated with chthonic, disruptive, or Saturnian forces.
* The Higher Heart/The Sacred Heart (Thymus): Symbolizes unconditional love, spiritual purity, elevated consciousness, and the triumph of order over chaos—akin to solar, kingly, or salvific deities.


Ancient God Pairs Representing This Conflict
1. Greek Mythology: Dionysus vs. Apollo

* Dionysus (Black Sun/Heart): God of ecstasy, chaos, wine, and rebirth. He represents the dissolution of ego, frenzied emotion, and the transformative power of the underworld (linked to Zagreus, his chthonic aspect). His rites involved tearing apart and renewal, mirroring the "blackening" alchemical stage.
* Apollo (Higher Heart/Thymus): God of light, reason, music, and prophecy. He embodies harmony, moral order, and the healing power of the sun. Apollo’s association with the thymos (a Greek concept for spirit or courage) aligns with the "Higher Heart" as a center of balanced, elevated consciousness.
* Conflict: Their rivalry symbolizes the tension between irrational passion and rational order, with each necessary for holistic growth.

2. Norse Mythology: Loki vs. Baldr

* Loki (Black Sun/Heart): A trickster god of chaos, fire, and betrayal. He orchestrates Baldr’s death, representing the necessary destruction that precedes renewal (like the Black Sun’s role in Nigredo). Loki is the agent of shadow work and cosmic upheaval.
* Baldr (Higher Heart/Thymus): The shining god of light, purity, and innocence. His death and promised return after Ragnarok symbolize the eternal hope of restoration and sacred love. Baldr embodies the "Higher Heart" as a symbol of inviolable spiritual integrity.
* Conflict: Loki’s actions force the gods to confront loss and change, while Baldr’s legacy points to redemption—a classic battle between decay and purity.

3. Hindu Mythology: Vritra vs. Indra

* Vritra (Black Sun/Heart): A serpent or dragon demon of drought, darkness, and obstruction. Vritra represents the stagnant, chaotic forces that must be broken down for creation to flow (similar to the Heart’s trials).
* Indra (Higher Heart/Thymus): King of the gods, wielder of the thunderbolt, and bringer of rain and order. He slays Vritra to release the waters of life, symbolizing the victory of enlightened action and cosmic law. Indra’s role aligns with the thymus as a center of courageous, life-giving energy.
* Conflict: The battle is a foundational myth of order emerging from chaos, with Indra restoring balance through sacred force.

4. Mesopotamian Mythology: Tiamat vs. Marduk

* Tiamat (Black Sun/Heart): Primordial goddess of the saltwater ocean, representing chaotic, undifferentiated creation. She is the ultimate source of life but also of destructive, overwhelming forces—akin to the Black Sun’s role as the unknowable abyss.
* Marduk (Higher Heart/Thymus): The heroic god who slays Tiamat and establishes cosmic order, creating the world from her body. He embodies kingship, justice, and the organizing principle of the universe, mirroring the "Higher Heart" as a source of divine structure and compassion.
* Conflict: This struggle marks the transition from chaos to cosmos, with Marduk’s victory representing the ascent of conscious order.

5. Zoroastrian Mythology: Angra Mainyu (Ahriman) vs. Ahura Mazda

* Angra Mainyu (Black Sun/Heart): The destructive spirit of darkness, falsehood, and chaos. He represents the adversarial force that tests creation, similar to the Black Sun’s role in forcing spiritual refinement through conflict.
* Ahura Mazda (Higher Heart/Thymus): The wise lord of light, truth, and goodness. He is the source of benevolent order and the ultimate triumph of sacred wisdom, aligning with the thymus as a beacon of higher consciousness.
* Conflict: This dualistic worldview centers on the eternal struggle between good and evil, with the heart as a battlefield for moral choice.

6. Greek Mythology (Alternate): Hades vs. Zeus

* Hades (Black Sun/Heart): God of the underworld, wealth, and the unseen. He rules the subconscious and the transformative power of death, forcing souls to confront their shadows (the Heart’s crucible).
* Zeus (Higher Heart/Thymus): King of the gods, associated with sky, lightning, and cosmic law. He represents divine order, justice, and the elevated state of Olympus, akin to the thymus’s role in connecting to higher realms.
* Conflict: While not always direct adversaries, their domains highlight the tension between hidden depths and celestial order.


Summary Table
MythologyBlack Sun/Heart DeityHigher Heart/Thymus DeityCore ConflictEgyptianSet (chaos, transformation)Horus (order, kingship)Chaos vs. CosmosGreekDionysus (ecstasy, dissolution)Apollo (light, reason)Passion vs. HarmonyNorseLoki (trickery, destruction)Baldr (purity, light)Decay vs. InnocenceHinduVritra (obstruction, darkness)Indra (order, life)Stagnation vs. FlowMesopotamianTiamat (primordial chaos)Marduk (cosmic order)Chaos vs. CreationZoroastrianAngra Mainyu (darkness)Ahura Mazda (light)Evil vs. GoodGreek (Alternate)Hades (underworld)Zeus (sky)Shadow vs. Light

Connecting to the Heart and Thymus
In esoteric anatomy:

* The Heart (Black Sun): Often linked to the physical heart and the heart chakra (Anahata) when in its shadow aspect—dealing with karma, grief, and transformation. Set’s role fits here as the catalyst for inner alchemy.
* The Thymus (Higher Heart): Associated with the thymus gland and the "higher heart chakra" (sometimes called Anahata II or Thymus Chakra), which governs unconditional love, compassion, and spiritual immunity. Horus, as the redeemed solar child, embodies this elevated state.

This conflict is not about good vs. evil in a simplistic sense, but about the necessary interplay between dissolution and integration, leading to spiritual wholeness.

Close mythic analogs (light/sovereignty vs shadow/chaos)
Egypt (extra useful because it’s the same symbolic neighborhood)

* Ra (solar order) vs Apep/Apophis (underworld-serpent of unmaking)
Nightly battle: the sun’s passage through darkness and its re-emergence—very “higher heart steadiness vs devouring abyss.”
* Osiris (rightful kingship/renewal) vs Set (disruption/violence)
Less “sky-vs-desert” and more “death–dismemberment–restoration,” i.e., the heart broken and reconstituted.

Mesopotamia

* Marduk (cosmic order/kingship) vs Tiamat (primordial chaos/sea)
A “making a world out of chaos” fight—often read psychologically as forging inner order from the deep.
* Ninurta (lawful warrior, order restored) vs Asag (chaotic demon/mountain plague)
A classic “champion of structure vs corrosive disorder” pairing.

Canaanite / Ugaritic

* Baal (storm, fertility, life’s return) vs Mot (death, drought, underworld)
This one is almost tailor-made for “life-force heart” vs “black sun heart”: death wins a round, then life returns.

Greek

* Zeus (sky-king, cosmic rule) vs Typhon (monstrous chaos)
The kingship principle tested by raw chthonic force.
* Apollo (solar clarity, prophecy, purification) vs Python (chthonic serpent of the old sanctuary)
“Light/clarity installs a new order” over an older underworld power (often interpreted as civilization/consciousness over instinct).

Indo-Iranian / Vedic & Zoroastrian

* Indra (storm-king, liberator of waters/light) vs Vritra (serpent of obstruction)
Very “blocked heart vs liberated heart”: the constrictor vs the opener.
* Ahura Mazda / Spenta Mainyu (truth/order) vs Angra Mainyu/Ahriman (destructive spirit)
A cosmic ethical duel: order/truth vs corrosive negation. (More moral-metaphysical than “sun vs underworld,” but the conflict-role matches.)

Norse

* Thor (protector of gods/humans, boundary-keeper) vs Jörmungandr (world-serpent)
A final showdown archetype: the defender of order vs the encircling abyss.
* Odin (sovereignty/vision) vs Fenrir (devouring doom)
“The ruler faces what he cannot ultimately control”—very Saturn/Set-adjacent in tone.

Celtic (Irish)

* Lugh (bright skill, rightful champion) vs Balor (blighting eye, destructive gaze)
Radiant, harmonizing mastery vs a literally “dark-sun” glare that withers what it sees.

Aztec (Mesoamerican)

* Huitzilopochtli (solar warrior, dawn/ascendancy) vs Coyolxauhqui (moon) and the star siblings
A recurring “sun rises by overcoming the night-host” mythic structure.

Var självmedveten Identifiera dig inte med egot/den falska identiteten

Vi måste titta på begreppet ”ego/falsk identitet” (vilket är precis vad som kallas ”det andliga egot”), som inte bara är ”hjärnan” utan exakt det som människor kallar ’hjärtat’, vilket är (epicentret) för ”samsara/illusionen” av (egot/den falska identiteten), även kallat ”den blinda guden” (Yaldebaoth), ”Saturnus” (den svarta solen/blinda guden), som just är detta ”falska ego/falska identitet”, (personlighet/andligt ego) etc…

Vad sa ”Jesus”? ” Ni måste förneka er själva, ta upp ert kors och följa mig” (Vad betyder detta?) ”Förneka er själva” (exakt detta): ”förneka den falska personligheten/den falska identiteten/det andliga egot) = Saturnus (Yaldebaoth/Den blinda guden) ”Den svarta solen”... ”Ta upp ert kors och följ mig” (*Lida medvetet* av ”Den falska identiteten/Egot”)...

Så? Vad är då det ”sanna jaget”? Det är precis det som kallas ”det högre hjärtat” (thymus) som man bara kan ”vakna upp till” genom ”medvetet lidande” (genom att förneka ”den falska identiteten/egot” = illusionen/samsara)… vad betyder det? ”Känn dig själv” (Kom ihåg dig själv) Var självmedveten (”identifiera” dig inte med ”den falska identiteten/egot”) som inte är din sanna identitet/ditt sanna jag etc.

We need to look at the concept of the "ego/false identity" (which is precisely what is called "the spiritual ego"), which is not only the "brain" but exactly what people call "the heart" which is (the epicenter) of the "samsara/illusion" of (the ego/false identity), also called "the blind god" (Yaldebaoth), "Saturn" (the black sun/blind god), which is just this "false ego/the false identity", (personality/spiritual ego) etc...

What did "Jesus" say? "You must deny yourselves, take up your cross, and follow me" (What does this mean?) "Deny yourselves" (exactly this): "deny the false personality/the false identity/the spiritual ego)=Saturn (Yaldebaoth/The blind god) "The black sun"... "Take your cross and follow me" (*Consciously suffer* from "The false identity/Ego")...

So? What is the "True Self" then? That is exactly what is called "The Higher Heart" (Thymus) that one can only "wake up to" through "conscious suffering" (through *denying* "the false identity/Ego" = the illusion/samsara)... meaning? "Know Thyself" (Remember yourself) *Be Self-Aware* (do not "identify" with of the "false identity/Ego") which is is *not* your true identity/True Self etc.

Självkännedom är nyckeln till frihet. dvs? Hur fungerar vi när vi "mår bra"? ja? de är värt att fundera över pga vi vet hur vi mår när vi är på botten i det djupaste mörkret dvs? (då vi är "låga" opererar vi/fungerar vi under den "lägsta aspekten/energin" inom oss själva dvs? "sacral/second chakra" (de är "de mörka vattnet"), "Hjärtat" (den svarta solen=egot/den falska identiteten), "Tredjeögat" (den "lägre astrala världen"=dualitet/mörker)... så hur fungerar vi/opererar vi när vi är "glada/mår bra"? Ja då har vi "övervunnit oss själva" pga då är vi "höga" då opererar vi/fungerar vi genom "solarplexus", "Det högre hjärtat" (vårt sanna jag), "Kronchakrat/solstar-chakrat" (detta är vår mest "optimala funktion"

Having a "critical mind" of "The world" is only "The first stage of enligthenment"...hahah wait until you get a "critical mind" (or rather "a critical heart") about "your-self" haha... That is "The next level enlightenment" haha... Who Am "I"??' hahah

Varför har den egyptiska skaparguden Ptha (Akh-symbolen) precis över "Det högre hjärtat" (Thymus) precis som "The immaculate Heart of Mary"?

Try this: if you (truly) love the Earth God GEB He will love you back. Then, you will not "suffer" only because of your lack of love (for the Earth God GEB)