*Suffer consciously*=”Drink the poison of God“=Samael

The ego = Saturn (Yaldebaoth/The Blind God) “The Black Sun”

Be Self-aware Do Not identify with the ego/false identity

We must look at the concept of “ego/false identity” (which is exactly what is called “the spiritual ego”), which is not only “the brain” but exactly what people call “the heart,” which is (the epicenter) of “samsara/the illusion” of (the ego/false identity), also called “the blind god” (Yaldebaoth), “Saturn” (the black sun/blind god), which is precisely this “false ego/false identity,” (personality/spiritual ego) etc...

What did “Jesus” say? “You must deny yourselves, take up your cross and follow me” (What does this mean?) “Deny yourselves” (precisely this): “deny the false personality/false identity/spiritual ego) = Saturn (Yaldebaoth/The blind god) ”The black sun“... ”Take up your cross and follow me“ (*Suffer consciously*=”Drink the poison of God“=Samael of ”The false identity/Ego")...

So? What then is the “True Self”? It is precisely what is called “the Higher Heart” (Thymus) that one can only “Awaken to” through conscious suffering (by denying “the false identity/ego” = illusion/samsara)... What does this mean? “Know yourself” (Remember yourself) Be Self-Aware (*Do not* identify with “the false identity/ego”) which is Not your True identity/True self, etc... You are not the “Ka-body” (That is exactly what “the false identity” is).