the video

i gave in and made a video.
it felt right though.
until i fucked it up telling the truth in the wrong way.

well, the important thing is that i apologised and that i meant it. and that even if she wanted to be rude about it, it still meant something.
at worst, it was viewed.
acceptance of an apology isn't as important as the apology itself.

that part is out of my control.

right now i'm in a little argument with my friend but i'm hoping it will sort out soon. i'm not in the mood for more fights :(
i just hope the days aren't too painful!

something about living in this place seems a little upsetting. i don't know what. maybe the views from the balcony.

hope this works out.

lore