you don't know you're ..

so today was..
today!

and i managed to stand up and be a little more.. i dont know, grown up?
time to be a real adult, time to send the bullies away and make sure that life isn't one big scared-fest.

i signed up to something today! and.. i'm.. a little excited. but it's probably just slacktivism at its worst.
still, i want to hear what's going to happen with this.

my de&s;cription of myself was pretty bad. i have to say. i can't boast at this point. and i don't know if ill ever be able to boast. but for now, all i know is that we're all people. and we must all be able to help.

i don't like being looked at as a money machine, though.
they know that though.

so ..

now what. sitting at home BORED OUT OF MY MIND.

I'm even listening to that.. terrible.. band.

that's right.

i'm so bored i might as well be at .. work. *cough*

this is how i spend my time.

when.. i'm alone.

but ..

shit when is he supposed to get back?

no idea.

bouncing around here,... .. . . . . .. . . .. *everyone else in the room can......

shit.

so how are you?

would like to take action, but it.. it feels a little dangerous.

we'll see what happens.

should really boil the vegetables.

i just wanna be special. haha.

AND PALLADIUM SHOES.

materialism at its worst.

just want to be a combat psycho. *cough*

this blog gets stupider by the second. i think I'm going to clean my room LIKE A 17 YEAR OLD EMO.

<3

*cries*