accidents happen

ok. now they're fucking ignoring me. when will this end. it's been about.. i guess it's only been 18 minutes. people leave their computers for that long, right?
especially when they have guests expected.. right?
what the hell have i done.
never abuse anyone over the internet. at least, don't say anything fucked up. because when they don't reply.. you can't fix it.

it's absolutely fucked now. what do i have to do to get this person to REPLY?!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm drinking. im sitting here staring at the conversation.

she won't reply. fuck fuck fuck fuck please reply. PLEASE anything. anything. i'd take a full stop atm ..

if i keep drinking.. you better believe that i'm going to say something. then they might get back and say ''oh but i was busy, i wasn't even here'' ..

and that'd be even worse.

need a release for this anger.