mornings, how nice.

ok so i just woke up. 1045. now i have to write a speech. on something i have absolutely no idea about. i have to get my ass out of bed and on to the street. get down to school. but fuck i have to ''shower'' and do all of this other mother fucking shit just so i can get there. the shower takes ages to adjust to the right temperature, the water goes everywhere, SHOWERING IS A NIGHTMARE. it takes so long. and i just reaaally want to go to school like this, pjs and all, hoping no one notices.

and breakfast. i cannot be bothered. finding all my shit to put together. not bothered man. itll take me about two hours to get dressed and ready today. i can tell.

just got a message from my little sister. if she wants to meet up then.. how will i write my speech?

and i had the most fucked up dream about .. aa. damn. but nothing ever happens. that much tells me i'm not interested in anyone else.

so i better run and .. oh damn. i need fucking.. waterproof speakers. i absolutely hate the showering process. i hate it i haaate this HOUSE!