Who Am "I"?

Yes...true. Its "hard to explain" but? One thought could be that: "you" (as the "false identity" "the body" "The animal" "The avatar", or whatever you wish to call it)... take the "bloodflow" in this "body" for an example... Well? Do you (actually) "have control" over this "bloodflow"?... No. In reality, you have Absolute No control of this "bloodflow"... So? What does this mean? If you have Absolute no control of this "bloodflow" (as "one example") what makes you believe "you" have "control" (over "anything else") in this body?... That is? if you only could realize THAT*... "you" are not "The body" and you have (in reality) "no control" over this body, because "its not YOU"... then "what are you"?? Well? Obvioulsy what "moves" this body" is "something else"... That is what is called *PRESENCE ... but that comes down to the concept of "Self-observation" (meaning?) to have some degree of Self-Awareness (meaning?) You are well aware of that "you are not the body" (so then) you can "step back from identifiying with "your-self" (and you become "more aware" more "self-aware") of "What you are not" (as "The body" as "The animal" as the "avatar") ... Then you can start to notice, this "Animal" (This body) has its own "will" its own "life") but you can SEE "it"...you can Observe "it", That is? You can become (more or less) "Self-aware" (Though "not identifing with" "What-you-are-not", as "The animal" as "the body") Why? because your true identity is exactly that the PRESENCE (The Self-Awareness) The Non-identified Self-Awareness is your true identity... And that goes deep (This is as a matter of fact an "Esoteric truth")... related to "The Fourth Way"-esoteric teaching (Founded by G.I. Gurdjieff)...