Empty heart

I can't see what you are to blame, I’m too empty to pretend.
I wished you to live, and so you did.
But i did never comprehend that the end was closing in.
I’m to empty for the shadows and fade, i just wished that i could be alive again.
But to wish is to pretend, that none of this would ever have happened.
To pretend is wishing that it all could end, but i would never pretend that you and i should end.
I’m so empty that i could nearly pretend, pretend that it all just would end.
But to pretend is like wishing that it all just could end, and i would never wish that you and i would end.
I’m empty and I’m crying for it, I’m bleeding and I’m crawling for it.
I’m burning and i get hanged for it.
i wish’s that i could do something about it, but to wish is to pretend that i could be ok again.
I can't see this all through, i wished i did, but i can't, because of the pain you once did.
I once wished that you once was true, but now i can't,
Because none would care about you.
I’m empty and I’m crying for it, I’m empty and I’m bleeding for it,
I’m empty for all that i once cared and I’m empty because there is no one there,
I’m empty because that no one cared about it and now...
i'm dying for it.