Sudden thoughts

Staring through my open window, as rain keeps bashing down.
My hair still dripping, from my naked run.
My hands shacking, hearts beating.
Cold and freezing, yet I can’t stop smiling.
Cloudy skies above, as stars starts showing.
Blinding bright lights, in this rainy night.
Winds are shifting, Clouds disappearing.
Breathe taking sky, with a warm welcoming shine,
As the sun says goodnight.
As the last daylight dies, thoughts begin to rise.
Wondering what might have been, nights starts settling in.
Winds fondles my chin, gently calling my name.
Seeing out across the night, houses cuddly lights.
People cheering, music’s playing.
Calling out, I’m going out.
Dancing through the grass, my feet’s becomes wet.
To the rhythms of feelings I can’t express.
Dancing through the night, as the dawn begins to rise.
And I know that in this moment, in this truthfully, innocent moment.
When we all embrace ourselves, the one moment of our existence.
That one true moment of our life’s, when we are able to see, who we truly are.
Is when life will show, the most obvious truths of all.
And you will see, what’s been there all along.
That life is a lie, and we should have ended it long ago.
And as I look out, through my top floor window, I see life for what it truly is.
A feeling, Words cannot describe.
So i won’t even try, until you see it for yourself.
Life... in its pride and glory is not worth living anymore for someone like me.
For me it’s all just dust in the wind, and prayers until the end.
That fast can your life be shifting… just like the dusts are we all not noticed.
And for what it’s worth, is love all we crave for.
Someone to spend our loneliness with, someone to tell us that were not lonely in this world.
Someone to tell what happened today, someone to hug us as we are having a bad day.
Someone to kiss at day and someone to cuddle at night.
Just... someone...