Worst feeling of all

As nights falls, and darkness cover’s all.
The most horrible feeling comes of all.
The feeling to be left out, the feeling of being alone.
Tears drops I hundreds, all unheard, all unseen.
And so the pain sets in, as it slowly crawls up my chin.
And we give up on the most simplest thing as existing.
And all i want is to be left alone, but i keep acting out so that my cry won’t be in vain.
They call me out, blaming i am the problem.
And so it wouldn’t be. If just someone would listens to me.
I lay I my bed crying myself to sleep, I hear them down stairs talking about what to do with me.
And I didn’t want it to be like this.
Will my nightmare of life never end?
I stand by the window, and I try to look up, I try to see, anything that will stop me from what I now intend.
But all I see is the long fall right beneath me, and all the horrible things standing right behind me.
As my vain drains empty, I feel my breath fade into the wind.
And as my mind slowly falls into darkness, a feeling of relief passes my lips.
And I didn’t want it to be like this, but now have my nightmare of life…
Finally come to an end.