it hurts.

Another day in my life
I live and die by the knife
I swear there's nothing inside
Sometimes I wish it would end
How many hands could I shake
How many smiles must I fake
How many miles till I break
To start all over again
That's not what I was promised
That's not me
Feels like I'm falling away
Getting deeper and deeper everyday
And like nothing has changed or ever will
It seems like I'm going insane
Getting farther and farther everyday
I just swallow the pain
And always will
Welcome to a day in my life
Welcome to a day in my fucking life!
Unleashed the beast from its cage
Feel like a puppet on stage
It only adds to the rage
I'm sick of trying to pretend
They think I'm something I'm not
I give them all that I got
Feels like I'm soul to be bought
It starts?