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En vis man sade engång "jag skapade inte mig själv", "detta kan alla vara överens om", "till och med luften jag andas, andas 'genom mig'..." Dvs? Om vi då ska tolka "skapelseberättelsen" bokstavligt stämmer detta "Gud skapade oss av Jord, och gav oss liv genom att blåsa sin ande genom oss"... Vad betyder detta? GUD är alltså "den fysiska kroppen", "andetaget"....(No joke). Då återstår frågan: VEM ÄR "JAG" (om "min kropp" och "min ande"/"Andetag") "Tillhör Gud/är skapad av Gud"?... Bra fråga? "Himmelriket finns inom er/och runtomkring er" sa en annan vis man. vad betyder detta? den egentliga "sanna identiteten" finns alltså då "någonstans" ... "inom oss"? Men vad finns "inom oss"? Ett stort förbannat mörker, är oftast vad man finner "inom sig själv"... och här börjar problemet: vi har alltså "en skugga" ("inom oss") ... det sk. "undermedvetna"... och? de är här man får börja "leta" efter sin "sanna identitet (inom oss själva)... men har man letat där "inom sig själv" finner man denna "skugga" (om man inte "lätt kan göra sig av med" eller "fly ifrån") Vad betyder detta?? "skugg-arbete" är de man bör börja med... längre än så vill jag inte förklara. men? jag har redan försökt förklara detta? Skillnaden mellan "Hjärtat" (personligheten/den falska identiteten="skuggan") vilket inte är ens "fiende".. dvs? man måste "bli vän" med sin egen skugga... pga "skuggan kan man aldrig fly ifrån"... dvs? "Egot är en dålig mästare, men en bra betjänt"... (om man kan inse/förstå detta har man "kommit en bit på vägen") att se skillnaden på "Sitt sanna jag" (Sitt högre hjärta) och "den falska identiteten/skuggan/egot/personligheten" (Hjärtat) måste man inse att dessa två måste *Samarbeta* (och inte leva "i konflikt").... pga "världen är en illusion/dröm" (som "skapas av ens falska identitet/personligheten/egot"=Skuggan (vilket är "Hjärtat")=samsara/illusionen, vilket man aldrig kan "fly från" (snarast måste "skuggan/illusionen/personligheten/egot") bli ens "bäste vän" (från "det sanna jagets=de högre hjärtats "perspektiv"). Liksom i den egyptiska mytologin var det Gudinnan ISIS (symbolen av "det sanna jaget/det högre jaget") som "uppfostrade" Dödsguden Anubus= ("Skuggan"/Egot/personligheten/Den falska identiteten=Maya/illusionen). måste "De högre jaget/De sanna jaget" (ISIS=De högre hjärtat) bli "bäste vän" med "Skuggan"=(Den falska identiteten/Den faska personligheten)="maya/illusionen"=Hjärtat... och när dessa två kan "bli vänner" (kan "sammarbeta") kan de "stå till tjäst" för "Gudomen" (vilket *inte* är "våran identitet" eller "vårt sanna jag")=den fysiska kroppen och "anden"/andetaget.... Vem är "jag"? Ditt sanna jag är "Det högre hjärtat" *i samarbete* med "skuggan"(maya-illusionen) "hjärtat" som ska "stå till tjänst"(tjäna) "Gud" (Vilket är "kroppen" och "andetaget")... och "Guds skapelse"=jorden, himlen+allt levande osv.

"The cave of Lillith" (The "dark imagination", "sexual temptation") which is the "dark shadow" of Gamaliel (The Sacral/Second chakra). So? How can you escape the trap of Gamaliel? Well? When Lilith (The dark sexual imagination) trap you in Gamaliel (the second sacral chakra) There is Only ONE point of rescue. And that is to Conquer the Dark Queen Lillith domain (from where the "dark imagination" originate): That is: THE THIRD EYE... However? When you are "under the spell" of The Dark Queen Lilith (IN "Gamaliel") meaning? When you are "under the dark imagination/Sexual desire" (IN Gamaliel) you are "Hypnotized" by the "Dark Queen" Herself (IN Gamaliel) Under the Dark/Hypnotizing spell (within The Second/Sacral chakra)...

So then? You can only "escape the trap" (of the Dark queen) of "dark imagination/sexual desire" Hypnotization by *RECLAIMING YOUR MIND* (Which is "Lilith's domain")... So? How can you defeat the "Dark Queen" and her "Hypnotizing Dark Spells" (of "Dark imagination/Sexual desire" In Gamaliel/The Second/Sacral chakra? By *Directing your Consciousness* (To Conquering the Dark queen's domain: The Third Eye), by *Conscious breathwork*: Breath IN Through the nose (Breath IN through the BINDU, At the Back/Above the head), Breath OUT through the mouth (Breath OUT through THIRD EYE)....

By doing this you will defeat the Dark Queen/Lilith's domain: The Third Eye (and BREAK her evil Hypnotizing Dark spells Upon You): Within the Dark shadows of "imagination/Sexual desire" (within "Gamaliel"): Within The Dark Hypnotizing shadows IN Gamaliel (The Second/Sacral chakra). This will break the Dark Queen's Hypnotizing spells Upon you. and this will make Her Dark magic hypnotizing spells (in Gamaliel) The Second/Sacral chakra Null and Void. This will RECLAIM your MIND...

1. (Eagle Breath): Breath IN through the BINDU (at the Back/Above the head): (Breath IN through the nose/BINDU).
2. (Lion Breath): Breath OUT through the SOLARPLEXUS: (Breath OUT through the mouth/SOLARPLEXUS).

This is the GRIFFIN BREATH.

Be Still, and Know that you are The Goddess!

A deep mythological and symbolic unpacking of Anubis — not just as a god, but as a mirror of the false personality (the Heart/Maya), raised by Isis (the Divine Mother / Higher Heart). The Higher Heart (Isis) must cradle the wild jackal (Anubis) of the false identity. Anubis is the one who weighs the heart — not the true heart (Ma’at’s feather), but the false heart — the one that is heavy with ego, fear, desire, and illusion.

Why Isis Raised Anubis — The Divine Mother as the Higher Heart
Isis is the archetype of the Divine Mother — the Immaculate Heart, the Sacred Heart, the Higher Emotional Center — the one who holds the world in love, even when it is broken. She adopts Anubis — not because he is her biological child, but because he is the broken, mechanical, fearful, ritualistic part of the personality/false identity that needs to be healed, integrated, and elevated.

So:

Isis = the Higher Heart / Divine Mother / Sacred Heart / the true Self
Anubis = the false personality / the mechanical heart / the egoic self

Isis does not reject Anubis — she takes him in, nurtures him, and transforms him.
This is the core of the spiritual path:

The Higher Heart (True Self) does not destroy the false personality/the false identity — it embraces it, heals it, and transmutes it.

In this way, Anubis is the “shadow child” of the soul — the part that is afraid of death, that clings to ritual, that is mechanical, that is caught in the cycle — and Isis, the Divine Mother (The true Self), is the one who holds him, comforts him, and leads him to the light. Isis does not reject Anubis — she loves him, even though he is broken, fearful, and mechanical.
She teaches him — she guides him — she shows him the way to the Akh. The Higher Heart does not destroy the false self — it embraces it, heals it, and transmutes it.

In this way, Anubis is not the enemy — he is the student — the child that needs to be guided by the Divine Mother (The true Self)
Isis is the archetype of the true self → the infinite, eternal, divine essence.
She is the source of wisdom, compassion, and spiritual power.
She is the mother who nourishes the soul → the Higher Heart.

Anubis’s Upbringing by Isis
Anubis is often depicted as raised by Isis:

* Isis finds the young Anubis (orphaned or abandoned) and nurtures him.
* She teaches him magic, protection, and the sacred feminine wisdom.
* She becomes his guardian, mentor, and mother.

This relationship symbolizes:

* The Divine Mother (Isis) as the source of the true self → the Higher Heart.
* Anubis as the false self → the personality, the mechanical existence.
* Isis’s nurturing as the guidance toward the true self.

Anubis’s Transformation Through Isis
As Anubis grows under Isis’s care:

* He learns to distinguish between the false self and the true self.
* He begins to embody the wisdom of the Divine Mother.
* He becomes a bridge between the false self and the true self.

Thus, Anubis’s upbringing by Isis is a symbolic journey from the false self to the true self.

Anubis as the Protector God
Anubis’s most well-known role is as the guardian of the dead:

* He escorts the soul through the underworld.
* He protects the tomb from evil forces.
* He ensures the proper mummification → the preservation of the physical body (false self).
Anubis as the Guardian of the Afterlife
In the Judgment of Osiris, Anubis plays a central role:

* He weighs the heart against the feather of Ma’at.
* He guides the soul through the dangers of the underworld.
* He prevents the false self from being consumed by the chaos.

Anubis as the Protector of the True Self
But Anubis is also the protector of the true self → the Higher Heart:

* He shields the soul from the false self’s traps.
* He guides the soul toward the Akh state (enlightened being).

Symbolically, Anubis embodies the threshold guardian—the force that confronts, weighs, and guides the soul through the illusions of life and death. In esoteric interpretations (drawing from Egyptology, hermeticism, and modern spiritual psychology), he represents the shadow self or false personality as a necessary mirror for awakening the true self.

Anubis symbolizes the wild, instinctual shadow—the untamed aspects of the psyche (fear, decay, the unknown) that lurk at the edges of civilized identity.
He reflects the false heart's deceptions back at you, like a dark mirror in the Enneagram's circle of recurrence. Your habits, karmic patterns, and ego-constructs

This isn't punishment; it's purification. Anubis mummifies the body (preserving the form while stripping illusions), symbolizing the death of false identity. In your terms, this is the "conscious suffering" in the ordinary heart—facing the mirror of your mechanical self without denial.

Anubis is like the shadow archetype: the uncomfortable mirror that integrates the false self into wholeness, preventing spiritual bypassing.

The core story positions him as a hidden child, born of chaos and abandonment, but redeemed through divine nurturing. This arc symbolizes the false personality (Anubis/shadow) being "raised" or integrated by the true self (Isis/Higher Heart).

Isis becomes Anubis's adoptive mother, nursing and educating him in secrecy. This fosters his transformation from a chaotic outcast into a wise guardian

Isis as the Higher Heart: Isis (Aset, meaning "throne" or "seat") is the archetypal Divine Mother—goddess of magic (heka), healing, kingship, and resurrection. She embodies unconditional, transformative love that reassembles the fragmented self

Isis represents the Immaculate/Sacred Heart: pure, receptive compassion that "holds" the broken pieces without judgment. Her love is not sentimental (ordinary heart) but alchemical—turning shadow into light.

As the "true self," she nurtures the hidden divine spark (Anubis's potential) amid illusion (Set's chaos, the Duat's trials). This mirrors the Higher Heart as the "still point" outside time, integrating the false personality through conscious awareness.

Nursing and Protection: Isis's milk represents divine nourishment—the Higher Heart infusing the shadow with love and wisdom. This "raises" Anubis from instinctual scavenger to enlightened guide, much like self-remembering elevates mechanical habits into conscious will.
Esoterically, this is the alchemical marriage: the Divine Mother (feminine, receptive Higher Heart) adopts the wild masculine shadow (Anubis), birthing a unified being.

In broader terms, Isis's motherhood to Anubis shows how the true self doesn't reject the false identity but redeems it, turning the "jackal of the desert" (isolated ego) into a protector of the sacred.

Isis, grieving Osiris's death, channels her sorrow into fierce protection—smearing mud on her face to disguise herself, wandering the Nile Delta. Anubis, as an infant jackal-god, represents the vulnerable shadow: raw potential tainted by chaos (Set's heritage). Isis's care teaches him discernment and loyalty, transforming his scavenger instincts into vigilant guardianship.

Symbolic Childhood Stages:

* Infancy (Discovery): Isis finds Anubis crying in the reeds—a metaphor for the false personality emerging from the subconscious (Nun's chaos). Her embrace symbolizes the Higher Heart's first "yes" to the shadow: acknowledgment without rejection.

* Nurturing Phase: Isis nurses him with her milk (sacred sustenance, akin to the "milk of the stars" in some hymns), educating him in magic and rites. This "childhood" is a initiation: Anubis learns to navigate Duat's dangers, mirroring how the true self guides the ego through trials (e.g., conscious suffering in the Enneagram's circle).

* Adolescent Loyalty: Grown, Anubis aids Isis in her quests—guarding her during Osiris's search and helping with the embalming. Their bond becomes reciprocal: the "child" protects the mother, symbolizing the integrated shadow serving the Higher Heart.

This isn't a "happy family" tale; it's born of tragedy (Set's betrayal, Osiris's murder). It symbolizes how the Higher Heart (Isis) redeems the orphaned shadow (Anubis) through love amid loss

Vilka var de tre grekiska gudar som besegrade Kronos?...

Svar: Hades, Poseidon och Zeus.

A deep mythological and symbolic unpacking of Anubis — not just as a god, but as a mirror of the false personality (the Heart/Maya), raised by Isis (the Divine Mother / Higher Heart). The Higher Heart (Isis) must cradle the wild jackal (Anubis) of the false identity. Anubis is the one who weighs the heart — not the true heart (Ma’at’s feather), but the false heart — the one that is heavy with ego, fear, desire, and illusion.

Why Isis Raised Anubis — The Divine Mother as the Higher Heart
Isis is the archetype of the Divine Mother — the Immaculate Heart, the Sacred Heart, the Higher Emotional Center — the one who holds the world in love, even when it is broken. She adopts Anubis — not because he is her biological child, but because he is the broken, mechanical, fearful, ritualistic part of the personality/false identity that needs to be healed, integrated, and elevated.

So:

Isis = the Higher Heart / Divine Mother / Sacred Heart / the true Self
Anubis = the false personality / the mechanical heart / the egoic self

Isis does not reject Anubis — she takes him in, nurtures him, and transforms him.
This is the core of the spiritual path:

The Higher Heart (True Self) does not destroy the false personality/the false identity — it embraces it, heals it, and transmutes it.

In this way, Anubis is the “shadow child” of the soul — the part that is afraid of death, that clings to ritual, that is mechanical, that is caught in the cycle — and Isis, the Divine Mother (The true Self), is the one who holds him, comforts him, and leads him to the light. Isis does not reject Anubis — she loves him, even though he is broken, fearful, and mechanical.
She teaches him — she guides him — she shows him the way to the Akh. The Higher Heart does not destroy the false self — it embraces it, heals it, and transmutes it.

In this way, Anubis is not the enemy — he is the student — the child that needs to be guided by the Divine Mother (The true Self)
Isis is the archetype of the true self → the infinite, eternal, divine essence.
She is the source of wisdom, compassion, and spiritual power.
She is the mother who nourishes the soul → the Higher Heart.

Anubis’s Upbringing by Isis
Anubis is often depicted as raised by Isis:

* Isis finds the young Anubis (orphaned or abandoned) and nurtures him.
* She teaches him magic, protection, and the sacred feminine wisdom.
* She becomes his guardian, mentor, and mother.

This relationship symbolizes:

* The Divine Mother (Isis) as the source of the true self → the Higher Heart.
* Anubis as the false self → the personality, the mechanical existence.
* Isis’s nurturing as the guidance toward the true self.

Anubis’s Transformation Through Isis
As Anubis grows under Isis’s care:

* He learns to distinguish between the false self and the true self.
* He begins to embody the wisdom of the Divine Mother.
* He becomes a bridge between the false self and the true self.

Thus, Anubis’s upbringing by Isis is a symbolic journey from the false self to the true self.

Anubis as the Protector God
Anubis’s most well-known role is as the guardian of the dead:

* He escorts the soul through the underworld.
* He protects the tomb from evil forces.
* He ensures the proper mummification → the preservation of the physical body (false self).
Anubis as the Guardian of the Afterlife
In the Judgment of Osiris, Anubis plays a central role:

* He weighs the heart against the feather of Ma’at.
* He guides the soul through the dangers of the underworld.
* He prevents the false self from being consumed by the chaos.

Anubis as the Protector of the True Self
But Anubis is also the protector of the true self → the Higher Heart:

* He shields the soul from the false self’s traps.
* He guides the soul toward the Akh state (enlightened being).

Symbolically, Anubis embodies the threshold guardian—the force that confronts, weighs, and guides the soul through the illusions of life and death. In esoteric interpretations (drawing from Egyptology, hermeticism, and modern spiritual psychology), he represents the shadow self or false personality as a necessary mirror for awakening the true self.

Anubis symbolizes the wild, instinctual shadow—the untamed aspects of the psyche (fear, decay, the unknown) that lurk at the edges of civilized identity.
He reflects the false heart's deceptions back at you, like a dark mirror in the Enneagram's circle of recurrence. Your habits, karmic patterns, and ego-constructs

This isn't punishment; it's purification. Anubis mummifies the body (preserving the form while stripping illusions), symbolizing the death of false identity. In your terms, this is the "conscious suffering" in the ordinary heart—facing the mirror of your mechanical self without denial.

Anubis is like the shadow archetype: the uncomfortable mirror that integrates the false self into wholeness, preventing spiritual bypassing.

The core story positions him as a hidden child, born of chaos and abandonment, but redeemed through divine nurturing. This arc symbolizes the false personality (Anubis/shadow) being "raised" or integrated by the true self (Isis/Higher Heart).

Isis becomes Anubis's adoptive mother, nursing and educating him in secrecy. This fosters his transformation from a chaotic outcast into a wise guardian

Isis as the Higher Heart: Isis (Aset, meaning "throne" or "seat") is the archetypal Divine Mother—goddess of magic (heka), healing, kingship, and resurrection. She embodies unconditional, transformative love that reassembles the fragmented self

Isis represents the Immaculate/Sacred Heart: pure, receptive compassion that "holds" the broken pieces without judgment. Her love is not sentimental (ordinary heart) but alchemical—turning shadow into light.

As the "true self," she nurtures the hidden divine spark (Anubis's potential) amid illusion (Set's chaos, the Duat's trials). This mirrors the Higher Heart as the "still point" outside time, integrating the false personality through conscious awareness.

Nursing and Protection: Isis's milk represents divine nourishment—the Higher Heart infusing the shadow with love and wisdom. This "raises" Anubis from instinctual scavenger to enlightened guide, much like self-remembering elevates mechanical habits into conscious will.
Esoterically, this is the alchemical marriage: the Divine Mother (feminine, receptive Higher Heart) adopts the wild masculine shadow (Anubis), birthing a unified being.

In broader terms, Isis's motherhood to Anubis shows how the true self doesn't reject the false identity but redeems it, turning the "jackal of the desert" (isolated ego) into a protector of the sacred.

Isis, grieving Osiris's death, channels her sorrow into fierce protection—smearing mud on her face to disguise herself, wandering the Nile Delta. Anubis, as an infant jackal-god, represents the vulnerable shadow: raw potential tainted by chaos (Set's heritage). Isis's care teaches him discernment and loyalty, transforming his scavenger instincts into vigilant guardianship.

Symbolic Childhood Stages:

* Infancy (Discovery): Isis finds Anubis crying in the reeds—a metaphor for the false personality emerging from the subconscious (Nun's chaos). Her embrace symbolizes the Higher Heart's first "yes" to the shadow: acknowledgment without rejection.

* Nurturing Phase: Isis nurses him with her milk (sacred sustenance, akin to the "milk of the stars" in some hymns), educating him in magic and rites. This "childhood" is a initiation: Anubis learns to navigate Duat's dangers, mirroring how the true self guides the ego through trials (e.g., conscious suffering in the Enneagram's circle).

* Adolescent Loyalty: Grown, Anubis aids Isis in her quests—guarding her during Osiris's search and helping with the embalming. Their bond becomes reciprocal: the "child" protects the mother, symbolizing the integrated shadow serving the Higher Heart.

This isn't a "happy family" tale; it's born of tragedy (Set's betrayal, Osiris's murder). It symbolizes how the Higher Heart (Isis) redeems the orphaned shadow (Anubis) through love amid loss

Andas in genom magen (Medveten djupanding): Andas IN genom näsan (in Genom magen)...
Andas Ut genom Hjärnan (Andas UT genom munnen/Fokus på hjärnan)...

Don't tell me breathing is illegal... (When you get High from breathing!) xD

Anubis is the Gatekeeper of The Heart (of the Personality/the False identity). And, if you pass that test, you will see the True Self (The individual): The Higher Heart... But, the gatekeeper of The Self/The individual is "The Bindu" (At the back/above the head)... The Zeropoint (The compassionate observer): Bindu+Higher Heart.

"The Mind" (Head/intellect) "Unconscious/mechanical Gravity" is towards--> "The insticts" (solarplexus), "The Heart" "Unconscious/mechanical Gravity" is towards-->The sex-center. This is the essence of Unconsciousness/sleep (Triad): Heart-->Sex-center-->Mind/intellect(Third Eye) (unconscious/mechanical) "sex-satisfaction"... Where is the "individual" (The Self?): Where is The conscious influence*? That is "The Higher Heart" (The Thymus) which is The "Anti-Gravity" (The *Conscious influence*) (*Against*)--> "The mechanical/unconscious" (Gravity/pull) of "The Heart"-->Sex-center-->"The Head/intellect"-->instincts (solarplexus)... So? "The Head/intellect" (unconscious/mechanical) "Highest unconscious satisfaction" (is sex), which is also "The Heart" most (unconscious/mechanical) "Highest unconscious" (gravitational pull/satisfaction)"... However? The Highest satisfaction (*for The individual*) is Self-Awareness. (Which is?) The *Conscious influence* (The Anti-gravity)-Force, of Self-Awareness (of *The individual*): *Conscious force* (of "The Higher Heart") "Anti-gravity"-(conscious)-Force (*Against*) -->(The the Heart/mind ) Unconscious/Mechanical "Gravity/pull" towards "sex-satisfaction"...