Just Another Week

Just another week has come and gone, more problems occuring with the guy I like...

On Sunday he found out I liked someone but he still doesn't know who, which is good.

At the beginning of this week I was convinced something was going on between him and this girl but apparintly sh is in a relationship, I did hate her at first because of the way he acted towards her but she is acctually a really lovely person it's no surprise she has a boyfriend and I'm sure the guy I like likes her which is just more pain and suffering for me.

Have hung round with him a bit this week which is great, today I sat next to him in biology and chemistry, i.e. The only lessons I have had today, also saw him this morning.

What I don't get is why if she is in a relationship why he likes her, Ieam if you can't have something then you just give up on trying to get it, like a little kid with a reallt expensive toy, your parents can't afford it so in the end you just give up but if you get it for christmas then it is an unexpecred thing which you are happy you got even if you never thought you would get it. Like I like him but it seems he doesn't like me, fair enough I can't stop liking him but I don't sit and try and get with him all the time, if he doesn't like me I will eventually get over him, if he does like me then an unexpected suprise comes along, so in the end I guess it's win, win.