Life... Again

Life is always bringing me down these days and I'm getting sick and tired of it.

Things with the guy I like is fucking bipolar, somedays it's great, other days I lose alll hope on ever being with him.

I'm just getting sick of it, I'm never happy for more than like 2 days at a time and it is slowly killing me.

However one of his friends are pretty awesome, she punched Twat Dan in the face and we have been talking in college and she is awesome.

However yesterday was fun, a few of us had a break before tutorial so we took over the IT Hub on ground floor and the guy I liked pretended to be a mermaid then a mermaid bunny, he stole my jacket that has bunny ears and rolled around on the spinny chairs in the little hub, it was a good afternoon.

But today has not been so good, I'm sure he said some lass left him, I didn't know he was with someone, but apparintly she always does this, like if he has been with her enough to know she always does this why would you stay with her and put up with that shit? I just don't understand human feelings, too complicated.

I want to be done with him and give up on trying to be with him but something makes me want to keep trying...