Heart

Since friday I have developed feelings for someone, personally I think we are a perfect match, however...

Yesterday I found out he was upset because he found out a girl he liked had a boyfriend, lets face it that made me feel like shit!
I felt like shit all last night and up until about 8:50-8:55 this morning, because that's when I saw him for the first time today, he lifted my mood, I was still tired and felt like shit the rest of the day but whn I was near him I couldn help but be happy. So the truth is all I want is for him to develop feelings for me because he is so great and I always feel good when I'm with him.

However my friends kinda annoyed me today. Only 2 of my friends know the feeling I have for him and they annoy me now. The femal friend that knows said when one of his friends were standing right next to us "So who's this guy *guys name*" Clearly hinting that I like his friend but thankfully guys aren't that smart to get what she was doing so I'm safe there.

However the male friend that knows was even more annoying. First he kept writing on his tablet things like "*My name* <3 *guys name*' and "*my name* wants *his name*'s D or something like that, and kept saying I liked him when he was near. But he didn't say it too loud, just enough to annoy me. Then before biology I was talking to the guy I like and he came over and said "I thought I would find you here" I gave him a look and then he said "You know in a dark corner" Then the guy I like said "She's trying to get to sleep, she's a canary" That canary thing is an inside joke I'm too tired to explain, but it did help my feelings or him to develop.

Then in biology, he sits at the other side of the class room and kept mouthing "Canary" so I kept mouthing back "I'm not a canary" We got out of biology an hour early (double lesson) and when I was walking accross the first floor (came from second) he came up behind me grabbed me and popped his head over my shoulder and said "You're a canary" so I again said back "I'm not a canary"

Even after last night I feel better, in chemistry today (sit on the same table as him) he looked at me more than he usually does, so who knows maybe he may fall for me which I really hope he does because he is so great and I need someone like that in my life.