Life

Life has many ups and downs, somedays are good, somedays are bad, somedays go from good to bad and others go from bad to good. But the truth is you can never really know what life is going to hand to you.

Sometimes life makes you think it is trying to send you in one way but you learn what direction it wants you to go in. But the.

Like with me, at a young age I wanted to be a vet, I still do, but who knows if I will be able to become one. Another thing, e very 6 moths a cycle repeats itself. Every 6 months a guy likes me for some reason, I never want to be with them so I wondered why life sent me into this loop. But then ome day I thought of a possiable reason, maybe it is trying to make me stronger, make me able to say no to people.

Like the first guy in the loop, I originally liked him but before he asked me out I went off him but said yes because I felt sorry for him, but the next day I broke up with him because I knew I dodn't want to be with him. The day after I broke up with him he went out with my best friend at the time.

The second guy in the loop, I liked, we went out for 5 days before he moved country, I was upset, but I learned to be stronger. Not long after he met a girl, got her pregnant and now they are married with a kid.

The third guy, I sort of went on and off liking him, probabily because I felt sorry for him because he had brain cancer when he was younger, in the end I told him I wasn't interested. Now he has a girl friend.

The forth guy, this one happened very, very recently, like 9-10 days ago. He tried flirting with me but I told him I wasn't interested. Afterall I knre he didn't fit my criteria due to rumours around college. So I turned him down, we are friends now, I dunno if he still has feelings for me, but as the cycle goes, he should be getting a girlfriend again soon.