A feeling of displacement.

13/02-2018 22:20

Does anyone ever feel like this world is not the world that they belong in? I feel like this is pretty obvious, cause a lot of people feel alienated from society. Thing is there are things that keeps bothering me, so I'm obviously not gonna dive too deep into it and not bring up every single thing that's bothering me, cause there is always hate, and even the most understanding people can be very none understanding and hateful. But anyway when I was young I was diagnosed autistic and with intellectual impairment or something like that, intellectual something, and when I was around the age of 16 y.o. I sat down with my parents in school, it was quite a small classroom, anyhow we sat down with the mentor/teacher, and she wanted us to do a reevaluation, like a completely new case about me, and both me and my parents agreed, after that they took away the intellectual diagnoses and changed the autism diagnoses to asperger syndrom, which is not a autism diagnoses anymore, but of course if you were diagnosed with asperger syndrome you still have that diagnoses, but nowadays it is a part of Autism Spectrum Disorder, yet it´s not an illness, disorder, or a disease. It is basically another neurotype, and most people don´t understand that word, but why would they when it is not something that is a part of most peoples lives, and since we are another neurotype we have different disabilities and other abilities, it´s just that our disabilities creates bigger issues for us. However I have been switching back and forth whether or not I am actually on the spectrum or not, because some stuff does fit me to a tee, and other symptoms/traits does not, and not everyone has all traits/symptoms, but yeah. I also have an account on 7cups.com and it is a great site, you can talk anon to another anon, you can also chat with a licensed therapist, this will cost you though, and I am not doing that, I'm just doing the free part which is communicating with a free listener/voluntary listener. It does bother me a lot since I had actually came to terms with being on the spectrum and felt like wow this is me.
There is also many videos on youtube and great youtubers, such as Aspieworld, Invisible I, Amythest. Although Katy (Invisible I) did delete my favorite video of her, and she never uploaded it again (Bugs me too).

This might be edited, like filled with more.