I don't know anymore...

I don't know if I can take this anymore, trying to get you while you kinda ignore me. I do really like you but it feels like you don't like me back and that you'll never gonna do that.
I wish I was brave enough to tell you face to face that I like you but my shyness is winning :c
I do seriously miss you when I don't see you, but I think that I gonna need let go of you because even if I would want everything to be good that there would be US someday I have a feeling that it won't be no matter how much I would want it.
I just wanna cry right now, but I want to be strong and not cry but I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to not cry.

well, FML basically
Fuck you feelings!!

Now I just want to disappear or to be honest I don't know what I want, I want you pretty much but I don't know if you're gonna be mine.

Fuck this, fuck life, fuck everything!!!...