my last goodbye

smoking my last cigarette
shredding my last tears
this is it, my last try.
the end of my pain
the end of everything
this will be the final goodbye
the last heartbeat of mine
nothing to loose, nothing to get.
i will not miss you, i wont miss anything.
this is my only chance to make everything better.
missunderstood. betrayed. misstreated.
i believe in a better life, with happyness.
it's over now.
my only way.
death.
goodbye world. see ya around