Insecure

Now im screaming at the top of my lungs,
Im desperate for some awnsers!
Are you worth fighting for or should i give up?
I could wait forever, only if i knew it wasnt in vain.
Do you even want me in your picture?
Am I only a toy, a tool to be used in need?
Should i move on?
Is my waiting in vain or is there a future?
Never felt so insecure.
You started this, didnt you mean for it to continue?
Ive got so many other paths to wander.
But the thing i find more appealing is to stop
and wait for you to take my hand and walk with me.
Im able to walk away from this, never come back,
but still i stay, i let you toy with me.
Even if i know what you really want.
Just give me the awnser to my question if your worth waiting for,
or if its in vain.
I never meant to fall for you, yet i did.