menbung

menbung translate to "mental breakdown". It's also an addicting song by 2ne1, or CL (k-pop is my guilty pleasure, live with that), but that's not what we are talking about now.

I always see a lot of "negative" headlines when I check the recently written posts, and being the arrogant brat I sometimes am, I've said that I'm never going to write one of those. Well….I've already broken my promise twice. One
talking about my body and how I see it compared to how the society sees it. And then we have this little post.

As some of you know I'm taking "påbygg" in high school, which is an offer for people that have taken vocational education (like hairdresser, kindergarden teachers, IT so on) rather than the normal high school education. Fellow for all of the vocational education in Norway is that you quit high school after 1, 2 or sometimes 3 year and work as an apprentice for 1, 2 or 3 years (in total 4 years education). "Påbygg" makes it possible for us to finish our high school education, BUT it's a two year curriculum. It's quite heavy in other words. Some school demands that you finish your education before you go on a higher level, so many that quit in their vocational job for different reasons have to take this. I do it so I'm finished with this before I turn 45, have x-number of children and DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR SCHOOL! But that's also the only reason. Sometimes I really wonder why I don't quit. The school I'm going to in August don't demands anything else than I've passed 3 years of high school, which I did when I passed my exam after my apprenticeship. I'm also aming for four A's (in math, history, sciense and "muntlig norsk" which I don't know the english word for, sorry) which is not helping to lower my stress level *sigh*.