natt filosoferar.

when something feels right to do, then do not hesitate. because the moment might pass you by. and if it was the wrong choice, you wouldnt know that before you'd even try.

So follow your heart. Cuz someday it might lead too a whole new beggining,

Take it from someone who acctually knows. You can always remake up your mind, but you can never rewind moments or chances. there are always ONE chance. if it is the second chance, it is not the same.

Take me for an example. On valentines day last year/still this year, i started to have a convo with a person. it felt good. so for days later i met this person. everything felt fantastic. 6 month later we moved in together. and now it's soon passed a year. and i still live with this person. i wake up beside this person everyday thinking how lucky i am. i fall asleep beside him every night thinking i love my life.
SURE we have our bad moments. sometimes he thinks i am way over my head, incapable of doing ''man stuff'' yelling, wining, way over sentimental. and sometimes i think he is annoying, way to careless, lazy boring way over his head, but i love him. everybody goes through those moments. and you learn from them. if not, it's not right being with each other.

He also got his non showing sentimental side, cute and cuddly, wierdacting side. witch i love about him. He does what he is been told, mostly. and most at the time he does care. even tho he doesnt show it , exept when he bring me cookies from work :3
Even tho im sometimes sick of him always turning his back on me in bed, im kinda comfortable now with his back. atleast all the scratching makes me feel sleepy. so it helps my sleeping isue.

talking about sleeping isue. i am really tired. but cant sleep.
lying here and thinking my ass of. crying because of all the pressure. going crazy. but soon it will be over.

i can recomend too you guys to listen to songs from the ''city of angels'' REALLY great soundtracks..... making me feel all cudly and loving....

i acctually think i am missing this someone right now. not sure if i want to feel it or not.

night.