blörgh

Sometimes you just can't find the right words.
the pain run deep inside your vains
your heart is lacking motion
you just cant take it anymore.

you feel so tiny in that big body you live in
crumbling whit that pain inside of it
screaming 'til you can't take it anymore
the empty voice that fades away

eyes that are sore as you're falling asleep
the bed soaking wet
all of the things that are stuck in your head
hurts you more for each living second

all of the memories
that should've long time ago been gone
all that is hurting you
lies deep inside

never wanted to hurt someone
never less myself
all theese memories
kills me slowly
to never know why
or even how
does not make it easier
wishing for better moments
that are to slow to apear
wishing for those old day to once again come back
never wished for more than happiness
that no one could ever give me.

crying myself to sleep every night now and then.
so tired of this game
i just want to live a normal life
why does this tears have to apear.
all of those screaming pain
i couldnt take one more day

althought , its the only thing that have kept me alive.
a wish fore a better life.


kände för att skriva av mig. behövs now and then. men jo. så trött på allt. allt är så tröttsamt. vill ha en kram.