Constipation

I'm constantly constipated
convince my condescending conscience
that anything nowadays actually matter
I'm too deluded and dysfunctional in my common sense
devouring to many impressons that I can't interpret
my stomach and ventricle are about to combust and shatter

I'm constantly constipated by society's infrastructual behaviorism
impossible to understand and sort these different paths of light in this complex concave prism
pragmatic and apathic
constipated and fed up

how can one care when caring is defined as something that is impossible to care about in a careless manner during all this evolving carlessness
during this evolving constipation

humans fall in love and humans hate
some people pursue careers whilst others rape
I mainly sit alone, drinking and watching the starry sky
which is mainly covered by gray poisonous clouds
then I masturbate
every day countless beings and ideologues dies
this all alters my constipation
and thus my constipation thrives

existential everlasting ethereal entity up above the sky
hear my plead
hear me cry
I'm a god-fearing child in debt and in need
I humbly want to shit
I want to be freed
freed from this constant constipation

in flickering light I sit on the porcelain ivory throne
my gut obliterates
In this overwhelming ecstacy my eyes roll to the back of my skull
with my final exhale I moan

intestines painting surrealistic art
my final transcending exodus


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