Min dikt vann en liten utmärkelse?

Är lite chockad här. Trodde jag skrev rätt kasst.
Men beskåda denna minimalistiska prestation;

Lite kul ändå.
Här är dikten för den som är nyfiken;

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It told me It was a necessity
I tried to remain sane
tried to explain
that I don't drink to overcome
my overwhelming
anxiety
I just try to find some
clairity
trapped between different shades of
reality
in this profound excuse for a living
I greet the day
when the dusk decides to leave me pleading
ripping away
my dark veil of security
leaving me naked and sobbing like the first time I gambled with logic
I lost what I gained
gained what I lost
in a paralyzed trance
I gobbled and swallowed
my new
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