Riktigt namn:
FlaviaAJeevas Civilstatus:
Singel
Läggning:
Straight
Intresse:
Musik
Bor:
Inte valt
Politik:
Inte valt
Dricker:
Allt flytande
Musikstil:
Allt
Klädstil:
Svart
Medlem sedan:
2012-08-15
Hey
I have so many things to say here, but the words just don't...
I made my choices, changed my habits, changed my college, my job, my everything.
Now I know what I'll do for the next 4 years, or try to do.
I finally got what I ever wanted, I'm living in peace with my parents, have my sister next to me, will study what I like, but I think I'll always have to loose something to get what I want.
Despite what I lost, I'll make my better this next years to become the best biomedical doctor in this world.
I decided to start to write here as a diary, cause I can't tell everything I want to someone everytime I need to, I don't have someone always.
I've been away from internet these last months, actually I'm almost aways offline.
Well, the reason for this "disappearance" is because I'm changing some things in my routine.
I dropped out of college, changed my job, met new persons, and decided to reach what I really want. ^^
Despite all of this changes, I'll try to keep watching the bands news. ^^
Hope your voice is better than mine today =D haha!
Yesterday night i went to Maroon 5 show here in Sao Paulo, with Keane opening to them.
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN IT WAS SO AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOMEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
I was in front of the stage and despite the loong hooouuurs standing IT REALLY WORTH!!!!! =DD
The best show that I already saw 'til today!!! =DD
I think that go to some show of a band you like is the most amazing thing!! Hope to see many other bands here, as soon as possible! =DD
Last week a friend of mine was bothering me because a friend of her saw my Facebook profile an asked her to introduce me to him. This week I decided to let her do it, and yesterday he was there.
I thought he was so annoying, but so annoying, that i decide to make him want to go back home, and leveraging that he asked me about my interest in Swedish, I started to talk some phrases I learned in Swedish [ phrases that together don't make very sense] and guess what : it really worked! =D
He said I was annoying and went away. hahhahha
I'm so glad I'm learning Swedish! Even in my country [that we don't speak Swedish] it is usefull. =D
I'm trying to lear swedish here. =D I thought in write this in swedish but would be everything wrong, I think. hahhahhaha
Well, yesterday I went to a theather to watch Batman's new movie, and despite i had call my mother, she wasn't there with me.
I arrived the Shopping and bought my tickets to the next session : 40 minutes later, so I had to wait.
There's nothing more sad than go to theather alone, in my opinion. I entered in a store that sells books, CDs, DVD, ETC, and like was not enough my momentary lonliness, I entered the CDs hall and to my surprise, someone left one CD of a band called KEANE. Maroon 5 will make a show here in my city next sunday, with KEANE. I bought the ticket but didn't listened to KEANE, 'til yesterday, when I put the headset and stopped to listen.
I really hate to hang out alone, but I don't know why i decided not to stay home, i just wished to take some air and distract my mind, but the things was happening so oddly, seemed like the universe knew that I was sad, 'cause the first phrase i heard was "everybody's changing and I don't feel right". I left the store and went to Mc donald's take a ice cream. I asked my ice cream, and gave the girl my money, when she gave me my change she asked "Would you like to help Children with Cancer today?", my will was tell her 'No, thank you for try to make me feel a good person' but my lonliness and sad was not her fault, and didn't said nothing, just put the coin in the place she showed me, then left again.
I sat at the food court, and observed the people around me. Wish I never did it, 'cause i felt more alone than I already was. I was the ONLY person alone there.
When was time i went to the theather and watched the movie, that I must say : is very nice!
In my route to home I found a woman, Canadian, that was lost, and helped her to take the right subway. She were my only company yesterday, but she will never know it. hahha
