Endmypain

I don't like people. I just.. don't.
I'll be in the ninth grade after the summer. I hate my class so I'm not that exhited about the fact that I've got one more year with them. I'm really good at faking smiles, draw, play the guitar, be rude and horse riding actually. I've got the most beautiful, talented, lovely, caring, awesome boyfriend ever. He's got all of my love, he's my life. Besides beeing with him I like to read. I do that quite a lot actually.. I clean my room quite often too. Got no reason for that.
My favorite thing to do is to take a walk in the rain.

I've grown up in a family with problems. My mum's got drinking problems etc. So my dad took care of me.
I suffer from depression. It's tough to think that you don't belong anywhere and you're not good enough. But I'm a good listener though. People tell me about their thoughts and asks me for advice. That's kind of fun I think. You can send me a mail at any time. I will always answer because I'm (almost) never busy. It would make me smile.

Now for the big question, "what kind of music do you like?"
That's a big question for me to answer. But I like that old rock music. David Bowie, Morrissey, Iggy pop etc.
But my favorite band for the moment is Pierce The Veil and Of Mice & Men

I'm always on tumblr. No exceptions.
You can check out my tumblr (and follow if you can relate to it) if you're a member there too.
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