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Tjej, 29 år. Bor i Östersund, Jämtlands län. Är offline

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Riktigt namn: Ellen Civilstatus: UpptagenLäggning: Straight
Intresse: Kreativitet
Bor: Kartong
Politik: Politik?
Dricker: Energidricka
Musikstil: Allt
Klädstil: Blandat
Medlem sedan: 2010-05-09
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Okej, är egentligen bara en färdig dikt, men ändå, den är lång! :<
Perfection
When you do something
You want it to be good,
But in every eye a difference
I wish that someone understood.
Being a perfectionist isnt easy
Not easy at all.
You might think that were only vain
But its our final call.
You think that were just being silly
That what we say arent true.
Then let me tell you just one thing.
The silly one is you.
Can you imagine the feeling of accomplichment
That the thing youve done is good?
Be it art, music or even a poem as this.
I really wish I could.
One feeling I want to feel
If it was the single one
The feeling of being truly happy,
with anything Ive done.
People might think its good,
But Ill never be able to them believe.
If Im able to do something that I dont despise.
I use it as an ace up my sleeve.
When watching what others has done,
I think its truly good
But my own creations isnt
I should stop, I really should.
I want to be good at so many things,
But I cant accept the parts of learing
Since it isnt perfect.
Im living with my yearning.
I want it to be perfect when it isnt.
So Im ashamed of everything I do
And things like poems that have no right or wrong,
In that I will never be as good as you.
Because what everyone else is making
Will always be better than mine in my eyes.
Its not because Im bad
But to me all the compliments I get sounds like lies.
They can be proud of their work,
Something I never would.
Even if theirs has mistakes,
Something I never could.
Början till en dikt jag jobbar på:
We life in a society,
Where red becomes blue.
You hear new things everyday,
But nothing is true.
Hata mig inte för desvärre stav och grammatikfel x3