Silently

I would never open and honestly say it
But i silently think about it
I miss you friend
You always had such lovely thoughts
I would listen to you and we would discuss
We watched the world and the people around us
I found someone who watched people like me
Something i never experienced before
You told me you had been watching people
Seeing the same people around the world
That you always found patterns repeating
You found people boring because you thought they were all the same
Always patterns repeating
Then you looked at me and said
Ive seen the same people all this time observing never have i seen someone i haven't seen before somewhere else
Ecxept for you
I have nowhere notime seen or talked to someone like you

You made me feel so happy and special
But you also made me feel so lonely
I can't find you
The feeling of happy and special is less now
And the lonely is more
Dear friend, what happend?