Healing

I see people who truly do their best to help the broken souls around them their naive view on life is so innocent and beautiful, don't take it from them

I see those who have struggled with the same demons and are just trying to help those still fighting

I also see those who just try and try to help but they get frustrated because they don't understand the struggle or the pain that caused the problems.

Some people cling to the pain, sadness and bitterness because they are afraid if they let go they will become weak, that the happiness will only last for some time and then they will get hurt again.

But they have experienced happiness and security they know how it feels when it's taken from them.

Some just don't think they deserve the happiness or the feeling of security and love, they are destroying themself to punish themself. Some just say it is to make them stronger.

Then there is those that never really lived a safe or happy life, or it was so long ago and for so many years they can't imagine it. Happy people living carefree lives seem like a made up fairytale an unreachable goal.

To them it's not about learning how to be happy or feel love, to them it's to abandone everything they know. To allow themself to feel happy and step into a whole new world they didn't even believe exists.
And sure it isn't what they imagined tragic things still happens but it's not supposed to be your every day life to live on survival mode.

To leave behind everything you know and learn to live as a completely different person and in a whole different way, that is terrifying so lets applause those who do it and support those who are struggling to get there, all of these people are facing fears some of us just can't imagine.

And some people just need to understand they can't understand the pain, they never will because they didn't experience but if they just looked at the damage it did they will get a glimpse.

And some people need to understand that something you experienced and got trough without any problem might be a huge struggle for others, don't compare your experience with theirs they are doing their best. If you are as strong as you want to think you are help them, instead of telling them their problem is nothing because you dealt with it easily.

I can go on an on about different ways and how people react, we are all people and there are so many ways of dealing with the struggle. There are good ways and bad ways, i just know one thing.

We are all individuals we all have different strenghts and weaknesses, we are all equal to death.