Obsession Reflection Perfection

My obsession about my reflection is striving for perfection.
Im never satisfied and will never be, i always crave something else, something new.
Skinnier, stronger, slimmer, paler, less round more sharp edges.
Panic when i had to take my hoodie off, a t-shirt isn't enough to keep me safe.
No hoodie people see too much and im so uncomfortable i wanna cry.

Don't look at me
Stop staring
To many eyes
Go away

I hate my body
You try to tell me
"you are beautiful don't be ashamed"
But those words fall off i take it as you are trying to mock me
You are fucking mocking me aren't you
Get the fuck away from me
The panic turns to anger
Never tell me ever again im pretty or ugly don't talk to me about my body
Shut the fuck up