I just cant live these desperate days

Mom always said nothing would break me
Or lead me astray
Who would have guessed Id let my mind drift so far away
You always said I was a dreamer, now instead
Im dreaming of things thats making my mind go crazy
Small things, like
When I call you at home and she answers the phone
Or I get your machine and I dont hear me
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night..


I just cant live these desperate days
This is what Ive been trying to say...
Bop bop baby, please, dont let me go
Cant live my life this way.

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