Codys blogg

Verse 1

What's happened,
between me and you
We used to do everything together
and now we can't wait to get out of forever!
You took my breath away,
but I never want to get it back.
I don't want anything that reminds me of you.
Just throw it away,
I'd rather suffocate and die than believe in me and you again.
It's not you, it's life,
And now you'll never know what it's like to be my wife!
I was ready to give you it all but then you broke my legs,
watched me slip and fall and get crushed underneath the weight of it all.
I'm dying, and you don't even fucking care.

Chorus

it's like

I keep running in to this wall over and over again
But it's alright I don't need you I got my friend
a bottle of vodka and a hit of weed and I'll be fine then
until the morning after,
because then I'll be in the same shape you left me-
a disaster.

Verse 2

You keep saying the same thing over and over again,
talking about how it was then
and then I get pissed off like you think I wasn't there?
I know how it used to be I remember how it was when you actually loved me
Even though I wish I could forget you're like my heroine,
you were such a fucking rush for me
and now I gotta go into rehab to get the shit out and set me free,
take a hint darling and just, just let me be.

Verse 3

Some don't seem to understand how hard I didn't land,
when you jump down you got sand,
I fell down on stone-cold marble
and aint no one able to get these shoes resoled.
I'm a lost cause and I've always said it,
my heart isn't fixable,
there's plenty out there who've tried to thread it,
aint no woman out there who can mend it,
but it doesn't seem to stop it
from crawling up out of the gutter you left it in and trying again.

Chorus

it's like

I keep running in to this wall over and over again
But it's alright I don't need you I got my friend
a bottle of vodka and a hit of weed and I'll be fine then
until the morning after,
because then I'll be in the same shape you left me-
a disaster.

It feels like yesterday,
was the day I first met you.
It feels like tomorrow,
is the day that I will leave you;
And I wonder if it was real,
I wonder if you'll miss me,
when I'm gone.
Cause soon I'll be gone.
And there'll be nothing you can do.
The few times we shared,
The love you helped me feel,
the hatred you helped me conceal.
The softness of my heart revealed;
the fury of my mind soothed and healed.
Never will I dare again.
No matter what I've said about learning,
No matter what the chances are...
No one can make me feel like you did.
No one will. No one could.

I'll always wonder,
why it was you who pulled me ten feet under.
Of all the people in this world,
I never thought it would be you.
Of all the casualities in this world,
this is the loss most unexpected.
Because you've lied to me the entire time;
nothing's turned out the way you said.
And sometimes I just want to tear this heart apart.
But there's no way I'd destroy a life just for you.
I'm going to see this life through, without you.
And I fucking hope it pains you as much as it's pained me.
I guess my fate was never meant to be.

i've set sail for no-mans-land
Without a map and without your hand
Im out at sea and im sinking so fast
But you still cannot bring me down

Oh Captain, save me from my self
Oh Captain, this ship is sinking
Oh Captain, Im afraid of these seas
Oh Captain, do you sea what i see

allow me to introduce myself
I am the man who left his life for love
Allow me to take this book of the shelf
I want to rewrite its pages with you

Captain! I want to be the me you used to see
Captain! Im sick and tired of being lost
Captain! We're stuck upon these shallow shores
Captain! We're sinking now, We're sinking now

The locker is not only a place for the condemned
Your home is where your heart is and mine is at sea
On the bottom of the ocean come sink with me
Come sink, with me.
Come sink, with, me.

Well i can see you have nothing to fear
When he holds you tight and never lets go

You so ensnared that you can even see straight
Turn back the time, your life depends on him.

What kind of pathetic excuse can you give to me
can you explain to me?

You have no cause, you have no reason to stay here.
You have no cause, you have no reason to say when.

Just because he holds your flower in his hand
Doesnt mean that the cards are his

Just because he pretends to love you
Doesnt mean that you should stay with him
Hes only there to fuck you over and over again

He has no cause, he has no posture
He has no cause, he's just an ignominy for your life

What keeps you bound to that decandent bastard
We are all just so beautifully naive
Until it all just hits the wall oh baby

Love goes hand in hand excluding betrayel
So take my hand and ill lead you through
I wont be yours to keep but my heart i yours for now

I have a cause, my cause is you
I have a cause, and i will follow through

The worst is not knowing whether to give it all or give it up.
It's not as easy as I once thought it was.
It's so much easier to get a buzz,
so much easier than to care,
it hurts so much I don't dare,
Because how can I move on when I see you everywhere?
Although time has come to pass,
I still can't see anyone but me and you,
alone under the stars in the long grass.

Yeah I can see it in your eyes,
that your smiles are just beautiful lies.
And though I promise our love, it never dies,
I can see that in the future that we have no ties...
Let's say our goodbyes, say our goodbyes.

This wasn't my choice, it wasn't my voice,
that spoke of what should happen,
I told you this would pass,
I knew you were just a piece of ass, to him,
and baby I promise you would and do -mean a thousand times more to me - than you ever could mean to him.
Ooh, I won't lie...
Baby you make me cry.

I can see it in your eyes,
that your smiles are just beautiful lies.
And though I promise our love, it never dies,
I can see that in the future that we have no ties...
Let's say our goodbyes...
Say our goodbyes.

Have you ever wondered about the way the world should be?
If we are all truly unique,
despite the fact that we're just another drop in the sea?
I do, I wonder all the time.
I wonder about love, I wonder about crime.
I wonder why people end their lives,
why we have to cry in needless pain.
For who wills this, to what gain?

With tanks and roses, we form their lives.
With tanks and roses, into endless oblivion we strive.
With tanks and roses, with tanks and roses.

With tanks and roses, we kill all the children, we kill all the wives,
for whos opinion matters but our own,
everything everyone does is for their own selfish gain;
all this pain isn't necessary.
I wish I could bereave you of your pain,
I would do it all, take it all, take it all away,
I would live with it until the end of my days;
or into the endless oblivion if I must.

With tanks and roses, you form our lives.
By tanks and roses, into oblivion we strive.
With the tanks and the roses you kill all our children and kill all our wives...
With tanks and roses, you form, the new world.

^-- Nyaste låten. :3

Dear Juliet:

Save me I've been feeling so empty,
I've been waiting for you forever...
each time around you tear my heart, into pieces,
So many times now I've forgotten, to stop counting,
I can't see how this heart, is still pounding.
Sometimes I can't breathe, cause I'm thinking of you,
Sometimes I can't think, cause I'm breathing in you.
The sun has since long stopped shining on this heart,
I'm sorry but I'm simply, not so smart,
despite all that you thought of me,
all the things you thought you'd see,
I can't change the way I feel,
I can't change the devil and his deal.
And just like Achilles and his heel,
I have been dipped into the icy waters of Styx,
There ain't nothing here to fix,
And all that remains of my weaknesses is you,
I can't seem, to forget you,
how you were there for me, and helped me pull through.
And through the valleys, mountains, rivers and skies,
everytimes you shed a tear, I can hear the angels and their cries.
You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen,
nothing can beat you, it's like a snowy chicago winter scene.
But oh, in this scene does your heart freeze;
Everyone seems forced to give it one last squeeze.
As if to get the very last drop of blood out of you,
they all line up, one by one in a que.
On this cold December night,
Truly you filled my heart with fright;
cause I think i must of been dreaming,
or maybe i was hearing what I wanted to believe,
but it was the moment,
the day, the hour, the minute, that second,
that you told me you loved me.
But oh, how I tell myself;
but for the love, that I hold in my heart,
I must push her away, she can not stay.
Oh my Juliet, I fear it's too late to save me,
It seems my heart, well it seems to have broken...
these fate lines, they seem to have spoken.
Dear Juliet, forgive me now,
Believe me, someday I'll tell you how,
someday I'll tell you why,
please, don't cry.
I'm leaving now today,
I'm afraid, I can not stay;
I'm afraid, my heart has already begun to decay...

^--Gammal dikt!

If the world were to see me,
would they understand?
The constant question of mine;
are we all truly evil,
or do we all simply misunderstand?
As I lay under the sky with the world beside me,
The world who's weight made my knees buckle,
who weakened me so I could not stand...
As I lay there, I wonder,
How much longer the world can be around,
as everyone is ripping and tearing at her,
destroying her beautiful surface,
abusing her wonderful inside,
taking advantage of her,
as she is all too willing to love,
so easily getting herself into trouble,
anyday, I'm there on the double.
She had me from the first day,
she doesn't even need to beg me to stay;
All she needs to do, is call on me,
cause I would give it all for her, oh, how she,
captures me, tangles me, her eyes, so undeniably irresistable,
her heart, so irrevocably... not mine.
Cause she doesn't belong to me,
and she has no idea what she does to me;
I wish I could make her see...
But that would be selfish,
all I want her to be is happy.
Clean, pure, untouched, happy,
blissfully unaware of the world of hate,
that surrounds her.
but it is too late.

Jag vill veta, varför världen är som den är.
Varför pojkarna slåss på gatan,
spenderar all sin tid på att hata.
Varför tjejerna säljer sina kroppar,
så att de knappt kan överleva.
Jag vill veta, varför vuxna tror sig veta allt.
Varför de säger saker som sårar,
när de vet att det bringar tårar.
Varför de säger sina lögner,
om hur bra livet är och hur det kommer bli bättre.
För att hat är bra, för att det gör så att man slipper tänka.
För att ett liv i lidande är bättre än inget liv alls.
För att det som man inte dör av, härder en.
För drömmar med lyckliga slut,
är bättre än mardrömmar med monster.
Det är varför.

I'm tired of you telling me, that everything I do is worthless.
I want to succeed, I'm trying to believe, in me,
always trying to, like you never do.
I'm starting to think that I'm better off alone,
I'm so tired of hearing you bitch and moan
Forever in solitude forever alone
sounds pretty good if only I could.

Please stop dropping bombs on me,
I'm sick of getting brought down,
I'm sick of all this war everywhere I turn.
I'm so fucking tired of all the bullshit,
all the shit you pull, all the shit you speak,
everyday so sick I think I'm going to try,
my own way.

This is like a bad dream that I can't bring myself to end.
I'm letting you know that I'd rather die on my feet than live on me knees,
I won't lie down and take this beating,
I'll fight on until I stop fucking breathing.
I'll never stop this war on you,
I'll never give up trying to save you...
Because I'll save this world,
you just wait and see.
I'll show everyone that there is a light,
I'll show everyone that they are good...
Because I can't give up on my world,
I can't just turn and walk away.