I knew a girl...

I knew a girl who was bullied...The bullies abused her and the teachers pretended to not notice. She changed schools very often. She have had it really hard... both her mom and sister are gone...Her dad has already moved on with another person... How do she deal with it? she cuts herself. She has scars all over her body and not only from herself...She even got raped by someone she trusted... She did nothing to deserve this. She only wanted friends, but now she's gone... "It is all for attention'' says her bullies. But if it was for attention... Why? Why did she hide the scars? Why didn't she say she was going to take her own life? Why didn't she even write godbye? Why did she still smile even if she was in pain? Can you explain that for me? Who is she? Who is she for me? She is the love of my life and now she's gone. I have tried to meet her again, but i allways fail...