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♥
Ler just nu.
För sjukt go och härlig personlighet.
Bara smälter inombords.

Önskar min fina Lenny en jätte bra födelsedag . Hoppas om du läser detta din tönt, bli inte för full. ♥ vet inte hur man taggar folk igenom att länka profil.


Men aja du förtjänar allt det bästa och önskar jag var med dig!!!!

För två dagar sedan grälade jag med morsan.

Min morsa : ska du verkligen ha kalender du är vuxen nu
Jag: ska du verkligen ha grisfötter du är ju en själv


Slutade med att jag fick min kalender och en morsa som suckade och undrar vad hon gjort för fel i livet xD

Vill jag fan ha ett bröllop i bdsm/cyberpunk tema.
Mycket läder, svart temat, piskor och allt annat smått och gått!

När jag gifter mig vill jag fan att mitt bröllop ska vara unikt förfan.
Om jag gifter mig.

Jag menar jag har ju vart snäll mot människan? :/ Detta händer allt för ofta.
Suck

Jag är så trött över att man överallt håller på och stereotypar killar överallt.
Tjejer försöker man få fram så starka och ovanliga roller som möjligt. Men till och med gay killar stereotypar sig själva till döds och jag vill bara dö av skam.

Vill bara vara en helt normal kille som är LGBT men tydligen så går det inte då LGBT ofta stereotypiserar sig själva och framförallt killar.
Är så trött på skiten, detta är varför jag INTE vill vara i hela smeten med LGBT och diskussioner, jag tycker inte att man för fem öre ska normalisera ett stereotypande queer beteende. Det blir helt fel signal till dem som faktiskt inte vill bli behandlade speciellt osv. Och faktiskt vill föra en seriös diskussion.

Allt den säger är maooooo


GOD MORGON ALLESAMMANS FÖR FAN

SELIGH BELLS ÄR SÅ SJUKT BRA GUD JAG DÖR REFRÄNGEN MUMS


p.s alexis är mums åh gud

Oh, Carissa when I first saw you
You were a lovely child
And the last time I saw you
You were 15 and pregnant and running wild

I remember wondering could there be a light at the end of your tunnel
But I left Ohio then and had pretty much forgotten all about you
I guess you were there some years ago at a family funeral
But you were one of so many relatives I didn't know which one was you

Yesterday morning I woke up to so many 330 area code calls
I called my mom back and she was in tears and asked had I spoke to my father
Carissa burned to death last night in a freak accident fire
In her yard in Brewster her daughter came home from a party and found her

Same way as my uncle who was her grandfather
An aerosol can blew up in the trash, goddamn what were the odds?
She was just getting ready to go to her midnight shift as an RN in Wadsworth
Then she vanished up in flames like that but there had to be more to her life's worth
Everyone's grieving out of their minds making arrangements and taking drugs
But I'm flying out there tomorrow because I need to give and get some hugs
Cause I got questions that I'd like to get answered
I may never get them, but Carissa I gotta know how did it happen?

Carissa was 35
You don't just raise two kids, and take out your trash and die
She was my second cousin, I didn't know her well at all
But that doesn't mean that I wasn't
Meant to find some poetry to make some sense of this, to find a deeper meaning
In this senseless tragedy, oh Carissa I'll sing your name across every sea

Were you doing someone else's chores for them?
Were you just killing time finding things to do all by your lonesome?
Was it even you mistakenly putting flammables in the trash?
Was it your kids just being kids, if so the guilt they will carry around forever
Well I'm going out there to get a look at the landscapes
To get a look at those I'm connected by blood and see how it all may have shaped me
Well I'm going out there, though I'm not really needed
I'm just so broken up about it, how is it this sad history repeated?

I'll return to Ohio
To the place I was spawned
Going to see where I hung with my cousins and played with them in the snow and fished in their ponds
Going to see how they've grown
Visit some graves and say "Hey I've missed you"
Going to find out as much as I can about my little second cousin Carissa

Gonna go to Ohio
Where I was born
Got a 10:45 AM flight, I'm leaving tomorrow morning
Gonna see my aunts and uncles, my parents and sisters
Mostly I'm going to pay my respects to my little second cousin Carissa
Going to Ohio where I feel I belong
Ask those who know the most about Carissa for it is her life and death that I'm helplessly drawn

Carissa was 35
Raised kids when she was 15 years old and suddenly died
Next to an old brick fire pit, oh there's gotta be more than that to it
She was only my second cousin
But that don't mean that I'm not here for her or that I wasn't
Meant to give her life poetry
To make sure her name is known across every sea

åh för jävla sorglig och mitt hjärta bara brister :c