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21 March, 2014

Apparently those who pre-ordered May Death Never Stop You early got their copies today and I didn't realize it until I got on tumblr. Having ordered my copy only yesterday I figured I'll have mine by next week and have restricted myself from going anywhere near tumblr until I do. As a distraction I am currently re-reading comics to stay as far away from that, for some unlogical reason, addicting website.

Tomorrow is March 22nd.
Get ready for the storm.

Pratade med lille Almis (men gud vad ironiskt) idag och han bad mig att gå upp till hans kontor/studio eller whatever.

Han bad mig sjunga en tredjedel av låten ett par gånger. Jag var nervös, det kan jag lätt erkänna, men jag var ovanligt bekväm endå. Även fast jag missade en del toner och hade skakika ben så var jag endå bekväm i mig själv. Och jag fick inte vågar av själv-hat tankar för mina misstag.

Jag har mår bra. Inte bäst men bra. Jag håller på att blir bättre.

Jag kanske inte är så hopplös som jag trodde.

THIS IS THE ANGRIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN OUTSIDE MY HOUSE BECAUSE MOM REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES SOMETIMES.

ANYWAY LET ME EXPLAIN YOU A THING:

MY SCHOOL HAS A CHOIR

EVERY YEAR FOR THE END OF YEAR CEREMONY THE CHOIR LEADER PUTS TOGETHER A MEDLEY WITH SONGS WE SUGGEST

THE CHOIR CONSISTS OF 96% ANNOYING, TYPICAL WHITE GIRLS WITH A MUSIC TASTE THAT RANGES FROM JUSTIN BIEBER TO ONE DIRECTION AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. SO BASICALLY MODERN POP AND NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM CAN HIT A TONE PROPERLY.

THE OTHER 4% IS ME AND BECCA.

SO PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER YOU CAN GUESS THAT THE CHOSEN SONGS AREN’T REALLY MY CUP OF TEA AND I THOUGHT ABOUT LEAVING THE CHOIR, TELLING THE CHOIR LEADER THAT I DIDN’T WANT TO PARTICIPATE ANYMORE SINCE HE DIDN’T SEEM TO BE SHOWING INTEREST IN ANY OF THE SONGS I SUGGESTED.

AND NOW WE GET TO THE AGGRAVATING PART.

TODAY HE MIRACULOUSLY DECIDES TO ADD FALL OUT BOY’S MY SONGS KNOW WHAT YOU DID IN THE DARK AND I GOT TO THE CHOIR PRACTICE AS SOON AS I COULD WHEN BECCA INFORMED ME ABOUT THIS, COMING UP WITH A LAME EXCUSE AS OF WHY I WAS LATE WHILE POWER WALKING MY WAY TO SCHOOL.

BUT GUESS FUCKING WHAT. GUESS WHO FUCKING GOT TO SING IT BECAUSE I’D SAID I “DIDN’T WANT TO BE A PART OF THE MEDLEY”.

MOTHER-

FUCKING

ADELINE

THE MOST TONE DEAF IDIOTIC PIECE OF SHIT WITH THE MOST ANNOYING SINGING VOICE IN SINGING VOICE HISTORY.

SHE’S SUNG AT E V E R Y FUCKING OPPORTUNITY THE SCHOOL HAS HAD TO OFFER.

SHE STOLE M Y SONG. M Y F U C K I N G S O N G.

THE CHOIR LEADER HAS LET ME SING 4 TIMES SINCE I STARTED. TWICE IN 6TH GRADE AND TWICE IN 8TH GRADE. AND I REGRET 3 OF THEM.

I WORKED SO HARD ON GETTING FOB ON THE MDELEY, I PRACTICALLY BEGGED HIM. WHEN IS IT GONNA BE MY FUCKING TIME???? WHEN IS ADELINE GONNA BE THE ONE WHO WON’T HAVE ANYTHING TO SING. I HATE HER. I HATE HER. I HATE HER SO MUCH.

I MADE MYSELF A MUG BROWNIE TO COMFORT ME AND I BURNED MY MOUTH WHEN EATING IT FURIOUSLY BUT IT WASN’T EVEN NEARLY HALF WAY AS HOT AS MY BURNING HATE FOR MISS I-THINK-I-ACTUALLY-AM-SOMETHING-BUT-IN-REALITY-IM-AS-FAKE-AS-THE-NOTES-I-THINK-I-CAN-HIT.

AND I CONFRONTED THE CHOIR LEADER ABOUT THIS AND HE SAYS I TOLD HIM I DIDN’T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE SO HE GAVE THE SONG TO ADELINE.

HOW FUCKING DARE YOU GIVE MY SONG TO THAT DEVIL SPAWN

AND THEN HE SAYS “THAT SONG REQUIRES ATTITUDE.”

EX-FUCKING-CUSE ME

I KNOW WHO G E R A R D W A Y IS. HE’S THE SASSMASSTER OF ALL THE SASSMASTERS. I LEARN FROM THE BEST, ADELINE DOESN’T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ATTITUDE.

ADELINE BETTER FUCKING WATCH IT.

I MIGHT BE 152 CM BUT I WILL D E S T R O Y (A) YOU.

WHEN YOU SING “IM ON FIIYAAAA” I’M GONNA MAKE SURE YOU LITERALLY ARE ON FUCKING FIRE.

IM GONNA GET MY FUCKING SONG BACK.

Just discovered this adorable little girl and I just had to draw her



http://youtu.be/HcVv9R1ZR84

men herregud hjälp vad har jag gjort

I'm getting my hair cut today, yup, chopping it all off. I'm so sick of having long hair in your face, mouth, on your clothes, getting stuck in your glasses etc, but what annoys me even more is having to go to the hairdresser.

Every time I've went to cut my hair I have always heard the dumb ass sentence "you can't have that hairstyle with that hair" (since my hair is curly.)

Well guess what you slimy frick frack I've made up my mind and I'm ready to take the risks so don't tell me "lmao nope not with that hair" or I swear I will chop it off myself and shove it down your throat.

On the less violent note here's how I want it (minus the colour because my parents are strictly against """weird""" colours):












yeah you probably get it by now

does anyone even read these lmao
it feels weird to write a blog post that's not so sarcastic.
I was gonna write serious but then I remembered it's not so serious after all.

Inspired by the lyrics from Fake Your Death by My Chemical Betrayal I mean Romance

**UPDATE: apparently this is the wrong lyrics and should actually be "cause even here we're scared to bruise" whoops

Worked on this all day basically. First digital art that I've posted, everything looks wrong lmao. I guess this just isn't the right style for me. More digital art to come, don't worry (not that anyone cares but???)

I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO FAKE YOUR DEATH ON REPLAY EVER SINCE IT CAME OUT AND OH MAN I'VE CRIED MORE THAN ONCE AND IT'S BEEN 2 DAYS SINCE ALL TIME LOW, POST CONCERT DEPRESSION CAME IN LIKE A BALL OF WRECK AND ON TOP OF IT ALL I'VE HIT POST LIMIT OH MAN SO MUCH SAD WHAT DO I DO