I can't stand to let you in
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the lies you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends
I need somebody, someone
Cant somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me
Giving you this and that
Giving, get nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeming all the things you tried
I am nothing
I need somebody, someone
Cant somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me
I look
I sign
I need
Someone
Inside
To help
Me out
With what
I'm trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I'm dying
I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
Someone
I'm alive
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Men klarar inte utan henne
Hon kan göra nåt som för att vara ärlig ingen kan få mig o göra....gråta
Då har man verkligen sårat mig ifall jag ens gråter
Men förlåt fortfarande för att jag älskar en person för mycket o kan inte släppa taget om henne
Kan fan inte läsa nåt från henne eller se en bild på henne utan att få en tår i ögonen
Men får inte vara ledsen nu..allt kommer gå bra :/
Har under dagen vart ute i skogen (don't ask), bowlat med mormor, mamma, brorsan och halvsyrran på olearys ute i Heron City
De var kul, jag vann
Åt oxå nomnomnom
Trodde mamma skulle se mina märken på armen som tur så gjorde hon inte det yay...
Just nu så tänker jag o funderar på mitt skitiga liv o annat grejsimojs
If I wasn't here tomorrow Would anybody care If my time was up I'd wanna know You were happy I was there If I wasn't here tomorrow Would anyone lose sleep If I wasn't hard and hollow Then maybe you would miss me
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone Someone that I like better I can never forget So don't remind me of it forever (forever)
What if I just pulled myself together Would it matter at all What if I just try not to remember Would it matter at all All the chances that have passed me by Would it matter if I gave it one more try Would it matter at all
If I wasn't here tomorrow Would anybody care Still stuck inside this sorrow I've got nothing and going nowhere
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone Someone that I like better I can never forget So don't remind me of it forever
What if I just pulled myself together Would it matter at all What if I just try not to remember Would it matter at all All the chances that have passed me by Would it matter if I gave it one more try Would it matter at all
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone Someone that I like better Can you help me forget Don't wanna feel like this forever, forever
What if I just pulled myself together Would it matter at all What if I just try not to remember Would it matter at all All the chances that have passed me by Would it matter if I gave it one more try
If I left tomorrow Would anybody care Stuck in this sorrow Going nowhere
All the chances that have passed me by Would it matter if I gave it one more try Would it matter at all
The voices are around me
They tell me things
Things I should do
Hurt myself
Cut myself
Kill myself
What should I do?
THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING THAT WILL HURT ME EVERY DAY!!!
I DON'T MEAN ANYTHING FOR YOU BITCH!!!
I THOUGHT YOU'D LOVE ME BUT YOU DON'T!!!
THE VOICES IN MY BRAAAAAAAIN!!!
The voices are around me
They tell me things
Things I should do
Hurt myself
Cut myself
Kill myself
What should I do?
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR MOMENTS!!!
WHEN WE WERE LAUGHING AND CRYING!!!
YOU TOOK NOW A KNIFE TO MY HEART!!!
THE VOICES IN MY BRAAAAAAAIN!!!
I'm gonna go now
Don't run after me
Neither call or text me anymore
I thought we would work but apparently not
See you on the other side
I'M GONNA TAKE THIS GUN TO MY HEAD CLICK-CLICK BOOM!!!
I'M GONNA JUMP OUT OF THE WINDOW!!!
I'M GONNA TAKE DEADLY PILLS AND DRUGS!!!
I HOPE YOUR PROUD NOW BITCH!!!
THE VOICES IN MY BRAAAAAAAIN!!!
BRAAAAAAAIN!!!
BRAAAAAAAIN!!!
BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN!!!
Something is hurting me, raping me, killing me.
WHYYYYYYYY!!!!
WHY, WHY WHY WHY!!!
Why did you do it?
Kill me, Stab me, Hurt me, It's fucking eating up me inside....you said you would save me
Please just die, you fucking whore, you left me and he took me...
I don't mean anything for you anymore
How could I love someone like you?
You cunt sucking cock eating horse fucker
Mom...is that you? KILL ME!
But in my heart I will always love you no matter what happens with us.
I want you dead and to know that you is here for me
I love you my cunt sucking cock eating horse fucker
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
I got raped and you just watched me
DIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
I WANT YOU DEAD YOU BITCH
GO AND PUT THE KNIFE IN YOUR BLACK HEART
I want you dead and gone
But you love me and I love you to
And you know what baby?
In my heart I will always love you no matter what happens with us
I want you dead and to know that you is here for me
I love you my cunt sucking cock eating horse fucker
