Tribulationz blogg

The memories are shadows; ink on the page
And I can't seem to find my own love back..
All the places I've been and things I've seen
A million stories that made up a million shattered dreams
The faces of people I'll never see again
And I can't seem to find my love back again..

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

allt var bättre förut.. jag var inte svartsjuk jag var inte sån här.. jag var en snäll kille innan sommarn.. jag mådde bra innan sommarn.. men just nu vill jag bara hitta mig ett rep och hänga mig själv för jag känner att jag inte kommer klara mera.. jag mår skit.. jag vill ha det som förut! :'(

ja nu är det jul men jag har ingen julkänsla.. jag hatar mig själv. jag saknar flickvännen, allt känns så tomt. jag kan ju säga att jag har inte längtat till jul. närmare sagt jag är ledsen nu. tack julen.

somethings wrong i feel like nothing.. and now we dont talk we dont be and it all going to change i bet it is going to end.... really soon..

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came

I hope, I hope you smile,
When you look down on me.
I hope you smile.

This can't,
We won't know.
I hope that I make you proud.

This is not what it is, only baby scars.
I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side.

Varför är jag så jävla trött! Jävla skola! jävla liv..

Sometimes I wish i was hit by a car and went into coma. just to tell wich ones that cares about me, iknow my family may have cared a little bit but not much.. cause im a pain... i would like to see if something have changed.. maybe in my relationship or friendship.. i would see if everybody that i cared about stayed with me or just left me.. but if everybody left me I would probably wish i was dead.. and take suicide.. and yea I got a secret, i am suicidal but i don't want to kill myself all the times but when i do.. i do wrong things to other.... im not selfish and i do care about others if i die... but i think i help people..

jag har haft dåligt i alla mina förhållanden, men du är absolut den bästa flicka som jag någonsin har haft i ett förhållande! Puss x3