MOM...

Where are you when i need you? . you are never here. I need you mom, i miss you mom. why did you left me here alone. cause i really need a mom, i realy need your love mom. why do you always push me away?.

i stand here alone with so many questions, but i'm afraid to aks. questions about, why dind't you care, why did you left, why,why,why!??????? But, i have one thing i really wanna know is the true, only the true about everything, about my childhood, abour ''mother's love to your child or your only daughter.''
Mom stop push me away, stop lie to me.. tell me the true. MOM! why do you never say that you here for me, or that you miss me, or that you love me, why do you never aks after me, when you are talking to litle brothes, you care more, much more about them, it's like that i'm invisible, you don't see me, you don't here me. I know that you moved to a another coutry, and you just left here, i did care what i feel, when left me..

Mom, i need your here, i'll always need you. I need your love, like you loves your sons, i want that love from you...

You ever care enought to call, writte to me, never. you say to others people that you gonna talk or writte to me, but, do you do it!? NO!!!.. you don't.. you are really good at show how much you love the only daughter you have...


I just want a mom, a mom to tell me that she loves me, miss me, and be here for me, when i need to talk, or just a hug from my mom. just one only, and show me your love..


The day i where born, you push me away, you hated me. and the day you found out that I had Hearing problems, once again you push me away..
you dind't care about children, you dind't even have time to buy food, clean the house, or much more, Only thing you did was sitting on your big, fat ass, on the computer and play WORD OF WARDCRAFT and smooking cigarettes..


kommer mer.