I'm diffrent now...

i'm a different person now, i have change, maybe better or not, i don't know. but just hope for the best.. i stop to hurt my self, stop crying, stop and thinking of all the bad, terrible ting in my life.
trying to see the light in my life, trying to look in to the future after something better. (i can smile and show my teeth:)
because i know the future will bring something better, but i have to work, so it's going to be better, don't let me down, or push me down, like you always do....
Please! just let me be happy. If i fall down again, don't hate me, please help then, i don't like to fall down every time i try..