for u

I’ve realized something tonight. I realized that I’m over you. I’m finally over you. I swear this time I mean it. In fact, I’ve been over you for quite some time and I didn’t even realize it! I think my “feelings” or whatever you want to call them for you faded away last month and I didn’t even notice. Tonight, I decided to give it a shot talking to you. Once I did, I laughed and said to myself “Why did I just do that? I know he doesn’t care!” And that is when it hit me. If you don’t care, I don’t care. Why should I waste my time liking/wanting someone who doesn’t care about me!? It’s silly! All those times missing you, wanting you, sleepless nights, and tears aren’t worth it! For once in a long time, I feel completely happy. I’m starting to find things out about myself and who I want in my life. And you sir, are not one of them. I do wish the best for you though. I hope you have a nice life and maybe one day we’ll see each other again. Until then, goodbye old friend. :)