I wanna puke
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I don't know man. It just feels like everyday is the same, lame-ass shit that's stuck on repeat button. Why all this war, crisis, genocide, hate? The worst thing is; it'll never stop. There will always injustice, no matter how far we develop as a humanrace or whether we try to prevent it. What matter does it make, seriously?
- So many people are daily suffering and dying, in different ways. That ain't fair. While others are living their dreams. Keeps on living on the "repeat-buttom". Without any worries in life, at all.
I might say that I'm a bit of ambivalent in this dilemma. I know, suffering, pain and being forgotten.
But still, I rather live broke and happy. Right now? - I'm "rich" and unhappy.
All my life I've struggled, especially to get through these past ten years. I'm not whole, I might have broken some bones, gone through some tough heartbreaks during the years, but I'm still standin' up, straight. I can say that I can find some pride under all this selfhate. I'm still alive!!
But, for who and why?