Is it time?

Is it maybe time to go i don't know but i can handle this much longer i am a complete loser that no one will love i am the biggest loser i know i have tried my bedt to love people i have tried my best to show that they are so goid they can be but when is the time i get from someone i love so close to my hesrt i wanna explode i always get hurt in the end when they have gotten what they need but never think a single thought about me so it maybe is time to say goodbye or maybe its just time to just dissapear so no one needs to be hurt by me again because thats all i do i guess why would everyone hur me in the end otherwise?